D+22 D+22.
And I announced that my wonderland adventure has been completed.
At least for this moment.
Wasn't very happy over the past few days.
In a way, I was hoping for return so that I can be of some kind of use?
I am just glad that situation has been more controlled.
And I am allow to be back.
Though it is still very unsettling because if there is another spike, I would be activated again.
Then...
I actually don't mind being activated.
It was the things that I was doing that I didn't like.
As in...
Well, what people are doing to make my job tougher which wasn't a need at all.
That made me angst.
1. The bum.
2. The cucumber
3. The salt
4. The MeWatch
5. The Egg. This was epic. *Roll eyes*
6. The "selfish" Cat.
Sometimes, I feel that people need to realize or at least understand where they were, and what position they were in, to do things that at least showed that it was a "think through" kind of... Request.
Be practical, be down-on-Earth.
We are living in a place with gravity after all, ain't we?
Mariam, fall-in.
D+7It has been that long.
Perhaps I just want to pen down something to look back in future.
My teacher asked me last night how long have I been there.
I said it felt like a year when I have only been there for merely a week.
Not that I am scared.
...
...
...
Or perhaps I am scared.
Scared to bring something home which ultimately my elders and my young ones at home are those that bear the consequences.
...
I also don't like how the whole thing worked.
Perhaps working on my own without the need to handover for years provided me too much comfort.
Not to mention that there was hardly any moment that I am dry, like literally.
Soaked from the sweat from non-aircon area.
Soaked for that I showered after work, upon reaching home and before bed time.
Soaked if I have to leave the cubies area to collect stuff I have to do additional showering.
...
Come to think about it.
Perhaps I shouldn't have perm my hair but instead just cut it short.
It will be more manageable as compare to now.
Even though I personally preferred long hair.
...
The past week has been really long and daunting, or rather past 2 days (yeah and yup, for the bad partner that was given to me).
My boss has been texting me more frequent than previously, not sure if he is worried, feeling not used to empty office or what. But I appreciate his texts.
...
I can't complain too much, I mean, ultimately, someone HAS to do it (just that a lot of people would wish that the person is not "me"?).
And like I have said, if no one do this, then ultimately everyone would suffer. Imagine the community spread and stuff, and it might even hit our love ones. That was what I have told my boss when he felt bad for the deployment but I think it is alright. All for the better good.
So..... Can't and shouldn't be complaining.
