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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

沒有如果


沒有如果---梁靜茹
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還 怕什麼
快牽起我的手

有人說
世界上最遙遠的距離不是 生與死
而是 我就站在你面前 你卻不知道我 愛你
我常說
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到
不需要等到地球毀滅掉 的那天

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還 怕什麼
快牽起我的手

如果 如果 沒有如果 如果 如果
最後變成路過 我也不能接受
錯過 錯過 不想錯過 錯過 錯過
我比你更難過 我不會一錯再錯
(嗯 這次不要再隨便錯過)

我常說
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到
不需要等到地球毀滅掉 的那天

別怕太快樂
別怕失去我

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還 怕什麼
快牽起我的手

快牽起我的手
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還 怕什麼
快牽起我的手

若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

沒有如果

還想什麼還 怕什麼
快牽起我的手

若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還 怕什麼
快牽起我的手

如果我說 愛我沒有如果

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:26 AM]

Monday, April 26, 2010

Busier but Happier

Lately a lot of patients have been asking me about my job as I was doing procedures with them, and I realize...
Even though I may seem like grumbling a lot about being busy at work and heavy workload, I grew to love my job even more somehow. May be like what Sister Cat used to say, sometimes it is not that we are not happy, but rather we just need somewhere to ventilate out whatever we are stressed about and then move on.
I don't know.
Occasionally, I do miss the days back in ICU; the preparation for all the actions, the way we work together to manage a case with my one and only colleague who is on the same shift together, the stress on wondering when will the next code blue come (still amaze with the high incidence of code blues whenever Dr Sean is on the same shift with me, was still laughing at it when I read back on the previous entries, wonder if he is still having as much codes as previously)... etc etc...
BUT, I am pretty sure that I am happier now.
Tired, yes all the time.
Time stress on completing work on time, yes.
Hectic and heavy workload, yes (just imagine yesterday when I worked I have 3 chemotherapy that completed one after another, the stress to get the drugs checked and spiked up and hooked to the respective patients without making any mistake [all the same drugs with slight difference in dosage *cry*]; while have to ensure the other patients are not left out. And speaking of which, BIG HUGS to Juju who really helped me a GREAT DEAL yesterday, couldn't have done it without her help in giving my other IV medicines while I am hooking up the rest of the 3 chemos. And of course Shirah and Aisha who helped to cover all the call bells and pumps that are beeping non-stop. Not to forget my dear Kee Kee who actually came over from the other station to wait for me to complete my report as well as helping me to clear the mess I left after messing with a PICC line. =p Oh yeah, and Sister Fung Chee who, to me, as a very big surprise, offered to help me buy food at the canteen knowing that I probably have skipped my break again.)
May be I am still not good at my work, but I do have lovely colleagues who is willing to lend a helping hand to make sure my world don't collapse on me *gRinz*.
I think, occasionally having stress like that is...
...
...
...
Kinda FUN! Somehow.
Don't ask me why, I burst into laughter when I finally settled. May be my screw is really getting loose =p.
*Stretch*
Off tomorrow and then another morning shift followed by my round of night shifts AGAIN!
ARGH!
I really really really don't like to do nights... Probably really getting OLD!
Wish me luck on my upsoming nights man!

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:58 AM]

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

對不起我愛你


☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★
對不起我愛你---梁靜茹
作詞:潘協慶/李宗盛 作曲:潘協慶 編曲:洪敬堯

沒別的 只想說對不起
對不起 我真的愛你
不管你會怎麼想 你怎麼說
也不會改變我的決定

你知道 有時候感情事很難說
很難說 愛人或朋友
從前到現在我真的感覺要
一想你 我的心就發燒

想給你聽我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想著你 搭車想著你
闔眼閉眼間 出現的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回應
不想難為你 又不想放棄你
決定告訴你 對不起對不起
我愛你

沒別的 只想說對不起
怎麼樣 我都會珍惜
不管你會怎麼講 你怎麼做
也不會影響我的心情

你知道 有時候男孩更難捉摸
難捉摸 愛人或朋友
現在到永遠我真會感覺要
一想你 我的心就狂跳

我的模樣記不記得牢
情人卡有沒有收到
讀書想著你 聽歌想著你
大地和藍天 出現的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回應
不想難為你 又不想放棄你
決定告訴你 對不起對不起
我愛你

你聽一聽我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想著你 搭車想著你
闔眼閉眼間 出現的全是你
我猜不著你的表情
我等不到你的回應
不想難為你 又不想放棄你
決定告訴你 對不起對不起
我愛你

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:49 AM]

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Sharing

【明報專訊】伊利沙伯醫院臨床腫瘤科顧問醫生區兆基表示,病人在化療後癌指數下降是好消息,意味著病人對治療有反應,可以控制病情惡化,有機會延長壽命,享受一段生活質素較好的時光。

不過,他指一般患上第四期肺癌病人,由於癌細胞已擴散至遠離胸腔的器官如骨骼,病人所接受的治療包括化療及放射治療,作用在於紓緩及控制病情,但根治癌症的機會較微。

區醫生稱,第四期肺癌病人的壽命中位數為一年,由於是中位數,所以統計學上有50%的人可以活得長過一年,要視乎病人的身體狀况、腫瘤的毒性來評估,不能一概而論。他說,每年有4000宗肺癌,由於患病人數多,間中也有病人可以活超過5年。他建議病人不要計算自己可以活得多長久,應要積極樂觀好好珍惜每一天,令生命活得有意義。
☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★
So true.

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [5:33 PM]


你不會

你不會---S.H.E

作詞:姚若龍
作曲:鄭楠
編曲:呂紹淳
製作人:王治平/陳秀珠/郭文宗

第一次擁吻以前 我們找不到語言
但聽見彼此靈魂多渴望永遠
貼心後嘴角的甜 摩擦後眼角的鹹
一起 懂愛和真愛的差別

你送的杯子裡面 還裝著溫熱感覺
你給的每個紀念都排在床沿
相機是牽手兩年 圍巾是東京五天
戒指 是又哭又笑的道歉

*我不相信 你心中現在她最美
 你不會你不會你不會把我們的愛 踩碎
 我不相信 你口中會講出後悔
 你不會你不會你不會不心疼
 我拒絕被看見的淚

當初被激烈反對 你安靜卻沒妥協
對我更好來瓦解別人的偏見
我生氣時總幾天 我倔強口不擇言
是你緊抱我到情緒沉澱

Repeat *

我不相信 走來的幸福在脫軌
你不會你不會你不會留殘酷讓我面對
我不相信 累積的回憶都損毀
你不會你不會你不會捨得我
流一滴像乞討的淚

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [2:25 PM]

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

Magnesium-Benzolate-Chloride-N-Hydride

Me, "This is your medicine for the evening madam, there is panadol, medicine for moving your bowels as well as a Magnesium tablet."
Madam's husband, "What is that Magnesium tablet?"
Me, "For replacement of the minerals in her body sir."
Man, "What is the name of the medicine?"
Me, "Magnesium."
Man, "But what is the name of the tablet called?"
Me, "It is called Magnesium sir."
Man, "Ya, I mean what is the composition of the drug?"
Me, "...Photobucket....."
Photobucket...............
Me, "Er... PhotobucketSir, it contains Magnesium.... *Crow flew past* Err... Sir... You mean... you want the formula for the medicine is it? The hexagon like thing?Photobucket(Sample of what I thought he wanted)"
The man stunned for a while, smile with a lil embarassment, "Err... No la... No need.Photobucket"
Me, "Oh, because it does not come with an insert, if you want I can check it out online for you, but this tablet is called Elementry Magnesium."
PhotobucketHaiz.
So much for a weird question at the busiest moment at workPhotobucket.
PhotobucketI thought, when Magnesium is known as an "element", it means it could not break down into something elsePhotobucket?
My brother laughed when I told him this story, in fact, I laughed hard the moment when I got back into the preparation room, as I find the conversation a lil' pointless and felt a lil' mean Photobucketfor asking that man if he actually wanted the structure of the medicine, but I really cannot figure out what he wanted, so I need to clarify.
Well, if you said he wanted the name, I have told him the tablet is called Magnesium, there is no other name.
If you said he is asking what the magnesium is for, I have told him it is for replacement of a mineral in the body (Bet I don't need to start a biology session in the ward right?)
I just couldn't think of what else related to the medicine that he wanted to know, so that question just popped up in my mind and before I know I shot the questionPhotobucket.
But then again, saying that I am mean, think my brother is even worse. Guess what he suggested?
He said, I should just tell the man, this is "Magnesium-benzolate-chloride-N-Hydride" and that, would stop the man from questioningPhotobucket.
May be I should learn it from my cousin's friend who ever told the passanger on board some weird name that actually stands for some kind of vulgarities when he was being asked what is the name of some deserted island over 10000meters in height.

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