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Expected outcome, but still at a lost.
May be it is a message he sent, Mong said he has a better plan for me.
Wish I know what it is.
For I am tired.
Cranky
I have been in quite a fair bit of pain lately due to the tendinitis and just feel very cranky.
Sigh.
The thing is, if I am working, it is almost impossible for me to take any analgesics in any form simply because I will become drowsy with the slightest form of pain killer, yes, panadol 500mg included, which makes pain control such a pain when I am working. Besides tolerating it, there is nothing I can do until I can wait for my orthopedics appointment which will only come in late October.
This is the second time that I broke out in cold sweat because of the pain this morning, the very first time I had that in the zoo, with Mong and Fad.
>___<#
So I have been feeling very frustrated, yet to be extremely frustrated but if this has to carry on, I might.
Anyway, that also puts me to think...
When the pain control is so limited and I have to really literally bear with the pain...
What about my oncology patients who are terminally ill, needing much support having lotsa cancer pain?
When they can take analgesics but it does not help to ease off that?
At least for now I can still look forward to October, WHEN WILL THEIR PAIN END?
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Honestly.
Feel for them, and I just feel that I will look at pain management from a whole different point again hereon.
Yet...
I must say...
I am still very cranky.
