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Sunday, January 30, 2011

撲火---王菲


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撲火
作詞 : 姚若龍 作曲 : 陳小霞 編曲 : Adrian Chan
演唱 : 王菲

不在乎多少人在等我的擁抱
只迫切想擁有你的微笑
自尊丟到牆角 掏出所有的好
你還是不看 你還是不要

每一天都有夢在心裡頭死掉
我自己對自己大聲咆哮
人太忠於感覺就難好好思考
我痛的想哭 卻傻傻的笑

愛到飛蛾撲火 是種墮落
誰喜歡天天把折磨當享受
可是為情奉獻 讓我覺得
自己是驕傲的 偉大的

愛到飛蛾撲火 是很傷痛
我只是相信人總會被感動
你為什麼就是不能愛我
像我那麼深的愛你
為什麼 為什麼

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [3:05 AM]

Monday, January 17, 2011

Balance

Got home from a colleague's wedding.
Delighted to run into Kaili tonight, my lecture hall cum posting mate during my diploma days, it's been really long since I last seen her around.
Anyway that is beside the point.
Heard something about someone being kinda mean to others passing meanie remarks when people consulted her for help in studies, and heard that the person is "obsessed" in studies and had no social life at all.
Sometimes I do wonder, how can someone actually do such things? I mean, how can she be so sure that she doesn't need anyone's help in anytime? And to study and study and study? No friends???
So what if you can be a scholar?
Seriously.
SO WHAT???
Life is not just about "Distinctions" and "As", to me, the meaning of being born and live on matters more that those papers. Getting "distinctions" and "As" doesn't make you having something extra like hands or magic power.
Probably different people have different goals and each of us view life differently, I will never understand how those people feel when they are to look back in their life as they age, isn't it scary to live a life with nothing but books? And to realize that your life is totally EMPTY with no friends, no one to care for and no one who truly care about you, HOW SAD could it be?
I don't know, but I really feel very scary if I really have such an empty life with no one that I can care for, no one to keep me here on Earth.
*Shivers*
May be I am just thinking too much; may be I am just hearing too much...
May be...
I should just turn in now.
Nighty Nights~
*Post post note: Somehow I hope that it is a plain misunderstanding for this issue because I really think that I would feel really sad for the person in such case, somehow, even though seriously speaking, it has nothing to do with me.

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [2:47 AM]

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Go! Go!! Go!!!!!!!!

It's been quite sometime since I last blogged, have been really busy despite of the fact that I actually have a week break during this period of time.
Haiz.
My friends say I am the type that cannot stop working, guess what? I was sick throughout my term break with fever and cough to the extend that even when I am back to the school for meeting, I was coughing till I cannot even talk and have to communicate with my groupmates via computer, I type, they read and they talk.
What is worse is that after the break is when the presentations all coming, coughing like mad is SO difficult to talk, what's more to do presentation?
Anyway, am going to have 4 weeks of hell all the way till chinese new year, packed with several presentations and tests. (T.T)
That is why I am REALLY looking forward to CNY for a better time.
Sigh.
BUT~
Even though I am that sick, I am very blessed to have friends who really showered me with love. After seeing me coughing like mad, Jasmine took the trouble to prepare extra bottle of manuka honey for me to drink to soothe my throat for a couple of days, and she even brought me a mask and put a bottle of vitamin C on my table; Bizi got me a packet of cough drops that is very effective in dealing with cough; Selene got me a bottle of vitamin water to boost up my immunity; Charmaine got me some danzen in the hope to help me to relief as she has been using that for her cough; and Fadhlina helping me to get some more antibiotics... Even the lecturer who (I think my cough disturb her too much during the presentation), she actually passed a packet of cough drops to me during the lesson.
Thank you babes~ For all the effort to help me to get well, really appreciate that.
Still coughing though but I really feel better, well at least I can talk~~~~~
Lol.
I think I have to go back to my books now, but before I go, here is what I have made for my presentation last week, MY BABY!!!!
Hee.
Kinda ironic that I actually feel burnout in preparing the presentation for burnout. Lol. Anyway it's already over~ 2 presentations down! 3 more to go meanwhile with 2 reflective assignments due and 2 more tests!
Go go go!!!!!!!

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [3:08 PM]




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