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Monday, December 31, 2012

Just Some Rantings

I am NOT perfect, NEITHER are YOU.
So...
What gives you the right to mock at other people?
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There was this guy who is staying in the same block as me who used to REALLY LOVE to smoke in the lift, to the extent that 10 times I saw him walked out of the lift 10 times I will see him holding a cigarette.
I used to detest him, honestly speaking, I can't understand why can't he hold for another say 5 minutes to get out of the lift before he lighted that cigarette of his instead of letting all those smoke trapped in the lift? I can never understand a smoker's mind seriously. I can respect your wishes to bear with all the consequences of smoking, why can't you respect mine of having clean air in the lift?
And finally last week, I bumped into him after a lonnng while...
Guess what?
He has a tracheostomy now.
And...
From really hating to see him walking out of the lift (because it would mean that I have to take the stairs and that stairs also doesn't guarantee clean air, people do smoke along the stairway too), I suddenly took pity of him.
Yeah, at the expense of his health.
You know sometimes, I wonder why do people like to ride bicycle and smoke, won't that destroy their health even faster?
I guess... It could be the inhalation of even MORE nicotine that makes people feel high?
I don't know.
I ran into him with Mong and I told her about how much I used not to like him.
Mong asked, "If given him with a tracheostomy meaning likely he is having nasal-pharygeal cancer, if he is still walking out of the lift smoking, would you pity him less?"
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I think I would eh.
In a way, even when he is suffering and he still doesn't repent, why should I pity him?
Anyway, just some personal feelings to share.

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:08 AM]

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Holding Hands


My hands were held very tightly today.
She was talking to me, expressing her gratitude.
Have I done enough?
I asked myself, as she was talking and sharing with me how she had felt earlier on.
I have, tried my best.
I have.
So...
No regrets.
I hope...
I hope that she wasn't traumatized, and things won't haunt her. As I was told...
The last of a person left the deepest impression to those that are living.

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:08 AM]

Friday, December 28, 2012

World Peace

Sometimes I really feel that...
A little more understanding can go a L-O-N-G way.
If it won't cause any harm to anyone, why not?
Peace...
So hard to get huh?

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [10:30 PM]

Wednesday, December 05, 2012

R.I.P May

We thought you are the one and only, that could have escaped from it.
A whole room of four, you are the last that survived.
When it came back to strike you, we knew it is not good, but we still hope for the best.
I guessed...
Somehow, you just get so tired and needed a rest.
May you be in peace, my dear, in the arms of God that will chase away all the pain and fear.
You will always be in my heart. 
May peace be with you, my dear May.

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [1:09 PM]




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