Ming.... Stable. I don't want to write more because every time I thought so something happened.
Anyway.
Recently I can't remember who posted it, but it makes sense.
“Your relationship has served its purpose. It’s time to bless her and send her on her way.”
If I were to say, what I have gotten ultimately from you two is that...
1. Christianity is not for me, the more I chase it, the more I hate the world.
2. This. Reason of you being part of my life, done.
3. Who are those who I can leave my back to. Despite of how bad things might seemed, when I was in so much pain, they never let go, both of you did.
And when I need you the most and you did not appear, I will never need you again for I know that I can make it through with my life better without you. (Then again do I really need you? Hmm... Actually, when you didn't appear, it makes me realized that I actually don't need you to have a peaceful and happy life after all.)
Purpose served. Period.
