Saturday, August 30, 2014
Word of the DayOnly one word to conclude my day.
[[[P-A-I-N]]].
*Sigh*
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:08 AM]
Friday, August 15, 2014
"Served" and "Nursed"I don't know what came over me, but I took it very offensively when I was asked by a relative yesterday, "do you serve the patient?"
Almost close to immediately I corrected him, "Sorry I do not SERVE the patient, I NURSE them."
I was pretty offended seriously.
I didn't study that much, with the constant upgrading of myself, to "SERVE" another being, you can say I "serve" the nation, but you CANNOT use the word "serve" on my profession.
What I am doing, besides being physically draining, we can be quite mentally and emotionally challenged too.
Tell me about how to you know when to inform the physicians about any abnormalities? Tell me about who was the one who make sure that whatever you are getting is right? And honestly speaking, for those who has not been ill before, sometimes the nurses' skill in certain practical procedure like venepuncture and cannulation are far better than the doctors, I am not being boastful here or undermining the importance of other professions, but ask those who has been sick for a long period of time, not only once that I heard this from the patients.
You think all these doesn't require experiences or knowledge???
So, WHAY DO YOU MEAN BY "SERVED"?
*Roar*
I am not trying to be a heroine here or what, at days whereby the government was promoting nursing so much, the presence of the mindset of this kind of people is sure disturbing.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [6:16 AM]
Friday, August 08, 2014
Naive
A friend approached me enquiring on scholarship in my profession, on exploring further, she revealed that she was asking for a friend who was looking for the "easiest" way to stay here.
I don't know how to tell her, just tell her to check with the human resource from various hospitals.
But...
Somehow it does bugged me a little because it just sounded wrong.
I did warned her that she has to remind her friend to be realistic because...
I am not being proud or boastful...
I just feel that nursing, is not just for anyone.
The reality is, we are handling what normal persons might not want to handle (like literally shit and urine, as per layman way of saying); we are tapped for our expertise in our own specialty area by the patients, family members, sometimes even doctors; we do have our time that we have to in a way clear the crap created by our colleagues or even the health care team (and yes, that include the doctors); the endless reports, audits (internal and external), participate in research/quality improvement projects and so on and most of the time this eats into our own time; do teaching preparing slides on our own and not to mention the endless examinations and upgrading courses that we constantly need to go for?
I guess most of all...
What bugs me most is her motive.
I don't know about others, but I feel that most of us who are still in this line and still keep on going, more or less we are in love with what we do. And for a person who wanted to come into this line harboring the thought of "it will help to gain citizenship faster and easier", seriously, I don't like it. Think about having someone to nurse you who is not wholeheartedly like what she is doing...
May be I am just too naive.
May be I cannot just fault the person base on this as well.
Whatever it is, God bless.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [11:54 PM]
Tuesday, August 05, 2014
《地震》---鄺俊宇
曾經的我…
那時候的我…
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《地震》---鄺俊宇
不知為什麼，我有預感，要跟你分別了。
很傻嗎？你不是還在這裡嗎？是，你還未離開，只是你明白嗎？一種離愁，像秋葉般漂落至心湖，我知道，有些事在發生，有些感覺在變化，有些距離在拉遠。
人還在這裡，但心正緩緩漂遠。
如果你知道了，定又責怪我胡思，埋怨我亂想，可是，我不懂怎樣才能讓你明白，那種心常懸在半空的感覺，讓我常以為，關係會在下秒鐘突然結束；讓我常忐忑，你會在我身旁來又去；讓我常擔憂，愛情會忽然如燭光遇上風而熄滅。
說穿了，我很怕失去你，尤其在我仍擁有你的時候，我更不敢幻想失去你以後的畫面。
不安的愛情，能撼動內心深處，因為這不安感，恍如地震的震央，震央在哪？在你心深處，任你怎站穩腳，不安感都能讓你瞬間倒地。
我不知這不安從何而來，更不知怎驅除這不安，只知當跟你有磨擦，那些猜疑，那些爭執，那些吵鬧，都讓我內心恍如大地震一樣。
每幕不快，沉澱在內心處，儘管明明跟你沒問題發生，卻常容易觸及痛處，然後呢？又不安了，又開始地震了。
不知為什麼，我有預感，要跟你分別了。
對不起，或許是我多疑了，但你可以在我哭得人也震的時候，用擁抱來穩住我的身體，和我正餘震的內心嗎？
只有你，才能步進我內心，深入災區，拯救瀕失溫的心跳。
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我知道，有些事在發生，有些感覺在變化，有些距離在拉遠... =》知道，卻無能為力...無奈。
我不知這不安從何而來，更不知怎驅除這不安... =》 不安，連自己都覺得自己惹人煩厭。
你可以在我哭得人也震的時候，用擁抱來穩住我的身體，和我正餘震的內心嗎... =》 意外地發現，原来擁抱，可以给人無限力量。
其實有時候，言語真的不用多，一个擁抱，就已經很足够。
真的。
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:02 AM]
