Thursday, December 29, 2005
.......福無雙至，禍不單行。
Fortune won't come in a row, yet misfortune always come double.
How can such blunt thing punctured my finger tip *finger tip some more, are you trying to tell me that I can aim?* and not to mention the time it takes to stop the bleeding *wonder how deep it is*. Haiz. What's going on with me? That hand has already been like aching in the joint since last week, and now this...
I really don't know should I laugh or should I grief?
*Speechless state*
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [3:24 AM]
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Some Feelings塞翁失馬，焉知非福？
可是福不是禍，是禍躲不過。
How do we know that it's not a blessing in disguise?
Yet if it is a blessing, it will not be a curse;
if it is supposed to be a curse, one will not be able to avoid it.
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
What Kind of a Man?What the heck?!
I think you are the stupid one, I have my choice.
Stupid man! I just came home from a secondary school gathering and I was waiting for the lift just now, these couple came standing behind me. The lift arrived, doors open, and I stepped in followed by them and suddenly I saw this guy holding a cigarette, so I just step out of the lift with my hand covering my mouth.
There this uncultured, uncivilised, uneducated man shouting behind me, "What cannot take the lift?"
"The smoke will get trapped all inside."
"What cannot take the lift huh? YOU STUPID!"
Fed up, I just talk back, wonder how much he catch, "Hey you wanna die you go and die on your own!" What the heck did I do that he have to start calling me stupid, don't know who is the stupid one, when he get lung cancer, COLD, heart disease, or even one day respiratory depression in the middle of any operation then he will know who is the stupid one. Wanna die early please go ahead and die on your own, don't implicate others, he will only get his family members into trouble, when anyone of his family members get anything and take a step earlier before him, I would not pity him.
Anywhere I can write in to get something to be done, you know how long does it take for the smell in the lift to be gone? How can educated, civilised, gracious, cultured people scold people just like that? Please don't tell me that he is from IMH, then I think he needs further treatment.
I am mean? I am always mean and bitchy, so what?
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:40 AM]
Friday, December 23, 2005
HKPCPS, PCMS peeps!Just wondering how many PC people will read this,
樊 兆中 男 2000 - 2000
Not much memory of this guy, but I remember he was my classmate.
陳 慧妍 女 2000 - 2000 (Friendster)
This girl join PC so late meh? I thought earlier, like I know her in P5A and it was 1991, don't know if this is the same person, anyway doesn't matter, I have her contact in friendster and we met up in Hong Kong this May. Oh, heh, she was the one I accidentally gave the wrong celluphone number and made her waited for me at the hotel lobby for 2+hours, so SORRY!
田 悅青 女 1991 - 1993
AH! My old time long lost buddy! Still remember how we cried on the farewell party for me, William and don't remember who, I think it was Fung Chi Keung and another guy and these irritating guys are making fun of the 2 of us who were happily sobbing away, then both of us just took a second to yell at them to get them away from us. Ha. I still remember. Where are you now girl, I only know that you are in Canada...
胡 沛然 男 1990 - 1993
This guy also one of my classmate, if I am not wrong it was P4D.
陳 清劭 女 1989 - 1993
I remember her! We were both monitress in P4D, very quiet girl if you don't know her. Still remember she is very rich, her family own a few houses in HK for holiday use and there was one year all the monitors and monitress of the year went to one of the house for camping with a teacher, Ms Chu.
劉 美智 女 1989 - 1994
I know this girl in P4D, her character is somewhat like Ella, she was the one who was consoling me when I got the stupid painful BCG jab back then. I still have the picture that we went outing with the whole class.
梁 煒泰 男 1987 - 1993
If I did not get the wrong name, this was one of my classmates in.. P4D? P5A? P6A?
饒 嘉欣 女 1987 - 1993 Never been in the same class with this girl but I think we were in the same society in... P3C?
陸 綺筠 女 1987 - 1993
OHOH! My first ballet partner with Mi! Still remember went to her house's rooftop for BBQ~ And... how we throw the snails down from 20 over storey *Guilty* (= =i) I was just a lil' girl, sorry.
馬 采靈 女 1987 - 1993 (Friendster)
I have heard of this girl's name, and I have her in my friendster! But I think she was my cousin's classmate.
馬 莉安 女 1987 - 1993
Ha. My dear Mariann, always try to talk like the advertisment in HK when I was young, you know the one keep going "Mariann, fresh?" "Fresh!" something like that, anyway when we were in P2C, there was once that there is this heavy rain and school was suspended, so all the parents have to come to school and bring the children back and I can't remember why but she was following me home and we were talking on the mini-bus about relatives. I remember of telling her I have an "ah-yi" which means my mother's younger sister, but I did not know that that aunty was not blood bond, my mom is the youngest, how silly could I be? Ha.
麥 子言 男 1987 - 1993
This guy also if I am not wrong he is my cousin's classmate, as I remember him mentioning this name before.
吳 頌瑜 女 1987 - 1993
Tallest in class man! Wonder how tall is she now, very quiet and studious girl also.
伍 子洋 男 1987 - 1993
My cousin's classmate.
吳 佩怡 女 1987 - 1993 (Friendster)
I know this girl through cub scout *if I am not wrong* which is the hottest society in my school, every year the society will hold an interview plus some test and not easy to get in. I was recommended by some teachers I heard. Anyway this girl was in the Ballet society but I don't think she continue with our teacher outside of the school to learn. Ha, I have a photo that all of us were posing for the picture in the dance room in school, block C level 6 first room, the tiles there always cut my fingers. =( I only realised that she was in the ballet club after quite some time.
吳 紫荊 女 1987 - 1993
My school bus mate! This girl and 薛暖婷 are very close, and I like to talk to the both of them. I remember her because HK's city flower is call 洋紫荊.
司徒 敏頤 女 1987 - 1993
This is another tall girl, as far as I remember, I am not close to her. Just know that she was my classmate.
程 聰 男 1987 - 1993 (Friendster)
Aye yo, this guy! *gRinz* Haha, Dennis is one of my good friend now, kinda weird that we were never close in school and now after 10 solid years suddenly we start to contact each other and talk again and he even fly to Singapore to visit me. Ha, hey Den, a long time never see you, how's life getting on for you?
梁 頌偉 男 1987 - 1989
This name do sounds familar, ha, who know scarcely I don't know him, but one face pop up in my mind yet I am not sure is that the correct match. Ha.
杜 曉筠 女 1987 - 1992 (Friendster)
ERK! This girl there's nothing much to talk about, may be I have never understand her before. Ha.
憬珣 女 1987 - 1993
My cousin's classmate, but sure I have heard of this name before.
馮 偉慈 男 1987 - 1993
My cousin's classmate, but sure I have heard of this name before.
甘 靄雲 女 1987 - 1993 (Friendster)
My dance partner also! I have the picture when we were going in for our ballet grading, may be I will send a photo to you one day or I just put up in friendster. =) we were in a white dress! Another one was in Kimono, it was the dance school's christmas performance.
林 智恒 男 1987 - 1993
This guy was sitting next to me in P5A, don't know what is he always balancing on the 3 scales I saw in his book, but it's definitely to disturb me, I have a hunch. Heh, I made him cry because the monitor took down his name when I really saw him talking. (Our school was kinda strict, the monitor and monitress have very big power, together with the prefect, prefect can ask any student who ran in school during breaktime to stand somewhere for a minute, monitor and monitress will be the one who make sure nobody can try to be funny in class, they can take down names and report to the teacher.)
伍 詠雯 女 1986 - 1992
This girl was very close to Marianne, her colouring skills is supreb besides Tang Ming Wai, and she always looks like a princess somehow.
甘 孝輝 男 1986 - 1993
This guy was one of the "famous" boy in school after Ho Po Kei. As far as I remember, he was kinda close to Yip Sai Yeung.
婁 振業 男 1986 - 1993
My cousin's classmate, I can be 90% sure.
徐 惠斯 女 1986 - 1989
My kindergarten classmate, may be same class in P2 also, I can't remember. She was quite close to Chan Tin Yan if I am not wrong, or Lai Kok Pui???
鄭 彥鈞 男 1986 - 1992 (Friendster)
I know him! But please don't ask me where, definitely in PCPS. I have him in Friendster.
符 文洵 女 1986 - 1992
My very first dance partner in my very first performance! We were in red back then, ha, I have the picture!
陳 杏怡 女 1985 - 1991
This was my P4D classmate, I have one of her picture if I am not wrong, she left Hong Kong in or after P4.
蕭 卓婷 女 1985 - 1993
Another monitress with me in P4D, the first person who I grumble to, my first heart to heart friend. Tried many ways to locate her but I only know that she is in Australia, I can't even find a way to contact her. =( Why are all my once closest PC friends MIA?
李 偉業 男 1984 - 1990
Cousin's classmate, I guess.
潘 小瀅 女 1984 - 1991
Same class with me in P4D also, quite a sweet looking girl, Conny knows her so in a way can still find her. Missed our chance this May, don't know whether can meet up again.
薛暖婷 女 1984 - 1993
Ha. Was in the same school bus but I guess she don't really remember me because we were in the same class in P6 I think, and she was then not very close to me. I think we were closer when we took the same school bus.
鄧 明蕙 女 1984 - 1993 (Friendster)
My very first close friend in PCPS, even earlier than Lydia(I know Lydia also but I think I was closer toTang Ming Wai then. Like I said, this girl's handwriting and colouring skills are supreb, and she is just like her name, clever and smart. Ha, hairy arms that I admired, thought that it was cool~ Can't remember me liao lor. But if I am not wrong I used to call her 毛毛 or 毛毛怪, I also cannot remember.
To Yeung Yuen To Yeung Yuen 女 1983 - 1992
If what I tried to make out of this name is correct, this girl was another buddy of mine and our family knows each other, her second sister has the same name as mine but different writing. This girl used to gang up Lydia and would tickle me till I roll on the floor in P3C during lunch break when we were waiting for our parents to bring lunch for us, and Lydia don't believe me that you would do such things. HUMPH! Why not? Hey I am the one being "bullied" le! LOL. Girl, where are you now? I only heard from your aunt that you are in UK. One of her cousin was in the same class as me when we were in P4D, the other one is the top student and was in the same class as my cousin.
All these people are found in HK! Yoshioris.
PS: our classes were divided by this order---信、望、愛、光、善、正、真、誠. A, B, C, D are just for English lesson, 信 is not necessary the best class by the way.
PPS: Those with (Friendster) means they have account in friendster, please ask if you wanna add them. There are some more poeple like 查詠欣、梁韻瑩、陳子恆、梁頌珊、朱家瑜、羅福浩、鄧恆、羅志明老師、高俊傑、何穎思、徐重慧... 等人 ,anyone if you know them want to have them in friendster I can help to ask.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [6:22 AM]
About Me, Let's Make This ClearI am being transferred back to my PRCP ward, hopefully it will help to improve my skin conditions. *Pray hard*
Sometimes I think I am kinda lucky, as in the sense that I know some of my friends care for me a lot, so much so that they more like one of my family members and I appreciate that because I know not everyone have such friends. People like "Michelle" who always "nag" me to eat to eat to eat, remind me to take medicine knowing that I am that "Big Head Prawn" "大頭蝦" "Sotong" "Blur"; like "Maria" whom I know that she will stand by my side all the time even though I just like to bully and disturb her; Alisa who always concern; my piggy Jie who I can hug to cry; my 大家姐 Mo See who will really kill me if I get admitted but never call her (in Bishan) but call another person (in Boon Lay) for help again even though she is having exams or serious work *LOL*; Ting who I can complain all about work to her and share our lil' "discussion" with; Haohao who always tell me to drink more water *I am very susceptible to URTI, can cough till see doctor until I don't wanna see, take medicine until I cry and my cough is still there. Sian* and responded fast when I call for help; SN Christina who is always patient; SN Chia who always talk to me nicely; SN Kim who always willing to help me; SSN Chong who always answer my load-S of question-S and always trying to be funny; Ah Ma who bring me see doctor; and of course not forgetting Lydia, m primary school classmate whom I still keep in contact when I know myself that I am not a very fantastic friend as I am always "lazy" to write *my letter always write half and I did not complete and so I will not send because it's incomplete. I can write stories, but I can't even finished a page of a letter.*; Ah Soon who asked me to call her regarding my health problems; Ah Xiu who is the siao girl who siao with me *LOL*; Eve who is like big sister helping me in almost all ways; SPN who I can always talk to when I am lost...
I can't even finish counting, so many people care.
Somehow in a way, I think I am kinda blessed, to be blunt, I don't even think that I deserve all these. Some I know, are not that easy person yet they are at least kind to me and for that I really appreciate it.
Yet I don't like *close to the rim of hate* lil' actions under the table, I don't like to have special exemptions, I don't like, I don't like, I don't like because I don't like politics. All the above will drag me into a swirl of people relation crisis, take it this way that I don't want to go to a place whereby everyone hated me because this will make everything extra difficult for me. I guess the most that I will ask for, is only some lil' respect during conversations and that's it, please do not shout at me, please do not shoo me off...
You know what I mean?
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:05 AM]
Sunday, December 18, 2005
My CondolenceMy Condolence to SN Kim.
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"If someone enter your life and become a part of you, but for some reason he can't stay, don't cry too much, just be glad that your paths crossed and some how he made you happy for a while, BRACE UP!"
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
It's Been LongIt's been REALLY LONG ever since I "blog-back" here.
I think this should be fine for me to say it here, as in, this kind of things are usually more personal.
Not too long ago, I went to the Doctor under many of my colleagues' and supervisors' adviceS *which is REALLY A LOT =)* and I am diagnosed with a disease which is most likely auto-immune, meaning it's the immune system in my body gone hay-wired, more like born with it, CANNOT be acquired/infected/contacted. I was shock plus upset+++, but now I am more able to face this. I will be seeing the full detailed report next year which is like really soon and all the answers will be there, I think I need more courage before I go.
Anyway I was given 3 options and I have already got my answer, I will live I will fight because I am me. *Chim sia* =)
Thanks for those who have been with me this far, Chong, Ah Ma, Alisa, Piggy *thanks for lending me you shoulders*, Dr Soon, my preceptor Christina, Xiao Na, Ting, Sister Chan, Chia, Kim Nai, etc etc...
Mo See, thanks for calling and checking, appreciate that. =)
Somehow or rather, I think may be I should say that it is "fixed" that how much each one of us can eat and drink. I NEVER EVER like to swallow pills and rarely see any doctor when I was 11-18, who knows now I need to take more than 10 pills per day, har. (>.<)
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [2:42 AM]
