A man once consulted the wise man, "What if someone who swear at me, with the worst vulgarities that one could possibly know of?"
The wise asked the man, "What would you do if I were to reject a gift from you?"
The man replied almost immediately, "I would of course take it back!"
The wise then asked, "So who has the ownership of this present then?"
The man thought for a while, and replied, "I think I would since you have rejected it."
The wise then said, "When someone swear or cursed you, this is similar to a gift for you. If you choose to reject/ignore it, who would you think that the curses are being directed at?"
Anyway.
End of the day story is, when someone is rude or trying to throw temper at you, there is no need to get upset or mad at the person, the point is, I am not even acknowledge the ownership of the anger...
Curse all you want, as if I care, because I am rejecting this "gift" from you, thank you.
Didn't intend to come up actually, since it's afternoon shift today follow by a morning shift tomorrow...
When I was on my way home tonight on the bus, there is this kid seated behind me, didn't really pay attention to him at first until when I start to hear this kid voice spurtting out a string of words like "Kanasai" "Wa kaoz" what-so-ever, I was like...
Duh!
That kid looks at most like 8 years old and what kind of language is he using?
And he was like cursing his mother/grandmother as "欠打"?!
I can't help but to wonder, what kind of environment he has been in?
Does his parents use all this words?
Well, I do use these words as well, but I don't remember of even knowing these when I was 9! Is kids nowadays over-exposed to these or?
Hmm...
I just hope if I have kids they are nothing like this man...
I think, somehow, I am very very thankful that whenever I am going to hit my low I would bump into people who is willing to pick me up from where I fell and put the smile back onto my face.
Was really very drained at work yesterday, I like what I am doing but just that I am still very lost on how should I go about doing things, because like I say each company has their own set of policy and protocol to follow, even though it is under the same cluster, the way they carry out things are really different, I need someone to really stay side by side so as to show me how to do things.
Oh well.
Doesn't matter.
Anyway I bumped into Ailing yesterday which by right I should not have because of the different working hours. She stayed with me at the bus stop for a while and talked to me while I was waiting for my bus, though it was not a very long chat, but somehow it just warmed my heart.
=)
Thank you, I really appreciate that.
Was out with Xian for dinner on Monday after a course organized by the company, and I realized that how happy I can get when I don't need to go to work. Muahaha. Oh no... Getting really lazy nowadays yet I know it very well I need to be more hard working to pick up and get every thing organized as soon as possible so that I can work on my own, before more things adding on to what I need to do.
Week of MadnessThe past week has been kinda like hell to me. Oh well, I survived. This morning the moment I stepped into work someone collapsed... Like lost count of the number of cases this week le. And that makes me begin to wonder, is that really always like that or... It is just me, the Jinco-Roo? Hmm... Told KK about it and she was like laughing at it. Well, what she said is kinda true also la. Hee. But seriously, was like telling her that though work has been tough, I like what I am doing now, even though most of the time I am still clueless on what to do and I have a very hard time in recognising all the Doctors from different teams and who to call when I need people and their work procedures. Even though both are hospital but the way these 2 companies work are SO DIFFERENT! I really need more time to adapt to the new place and new terms. For example, in my old company, the x-ray department is called "DI" which stands for diagnostic imaging; while here, it is call "IPS" and god knows what it stands for, till now I haven't got the chance to ask what it is. And like the urine test I did for one of the patient today, where I used to work we would just send in the whole 5litre bottle while here, we just need to take part of it to send to the laboratory. Haiz. It is so difficult to work because old practices are odd in their eyes!!!!! Still, I think I am lucky enough to have people like Shida, Huda who are like willing to chill out with me anytime I need with a very flexible schedule; with KK who really cheer me up everytime I talked to her; with Ah Xian who I can share everything with; and not forgetting Haoz who constantly checking on how I am doing. Thank goodness for having friends like that around me who are pulling me up from the down side of work. And I love and appreciate them a lot!!! =)
2 straight days, continuously for 3 shifts, it was not only bad...
IT WAS DISASTROUS.
2 incidents, 3 deaths in a shift... With the number of cases announced as DIL increases which means more dependent patients that needs frequent turning, diaper changing and monitoring...
My legs are breaking.
My head is spinning.
And...
Glad to find that I am still living.
I don't wanna grumble about what happened over these past 4 days, it was a challenge for me, physically and emotionally.
Got a weird SMS yesterday. It was from an unknown number and started with asking if I wanted to confirm meeting up with her today. As it was a number instead of a person's name which would usually showed up if I have stored that number, I revert by asking "Sorry, you are?" And the person was like replied as X which is a totally unfamiliar name with a face ---> -_- In my heart I was like... "X who?" because I don't have any friend by that name AT ALL. So I asked her if she has any other alias name and who is she looking for. Then she goes, "Im looking for the wrong person meh. im suppose sending msg to rachel.may i knw r u?" ...... Think, youngster may be? All the weird spelling is giving me headache. And seems that she is very confident that she has got the right number, since she wants to know if I am, so I replied, "I think you got the wrong number. Sorry I don't know anyone by the name of X and I am not Rachel." And then she goes, "Den who u? Hmm... Is my English that bad? Already told her I am not the person she is looking for and I don't even know her, does it matter who I am?I don't understand her logic. And good thing I have 900 SMSes free to squanter every month , if not I would simply ignore her much earlier. Lol. What's more I just somehow feel that it actually sounded quite rude to read the message as "who u?" Feels like she is interrogating my identity. What do you mean by "who u?" I am ME lor! Anyway I ignored that SMS in the end, let her go and sort it out with her "Rachel" and her date. I guess there is some words that really cannot be dropped, it won't kill to type a few more letters, especially when the receipient is highly likely of someone you do not know, don't you think that some kinda courtesy need to be there? May be I am just getting old. What the heck. -Yawnz- So tired from work. Reported to class at 8am on Monday morning, till 11am then I went for work at 1pm all the way till 10pm, it was already 11plus pm when I reached home and... I have to wake up at 4.30am this morning for a morning shift. Was telling KK this evening when she happened to SMS me that I am dying for food as I didn't eat last night when I got home, and I didn't go for break both yesterday and today. My last meal, until 4 plus pm today was the chicken rice I had before I started work yesterday at about 12noon. And this KK just goes, "looks like you will lose weight fast at your new company." .......... Sickening KK, can don't keep reminding me of my weight or not? Lol. Ok la ok la, true la true la, need to cut weight la. *Humph*
Anyway, I think still, I am lucky that I am not in the transit ward, bump into one of the guys today and apparently transit ward is MUCH WORSE than my place.
Well, in another way, like I say, at least I am doing something that I really like now.
安靜了Love this song. The first time when I "really" listen to this was during one of the nights when Dr Serene's phone keep on ringing with this as her ringtone, and guess what? I didn't recognise that this song was by them as I was busy running about helping to stabilize a haemorrhage patient, only find the voices sounded really familiar. Lol. Silly right? Only like after a few more times of this ringtone going off then I realized... It's THEM!? S.H.E~~~~~ Lol. I love the MV, the male lead and the lyrics lor! =)
I do wonder, what are some people thinking when they are doing their work.
I was, for the second time, stopped by the security guard, or rather, someone that dressed like a police, asking for my staff pass on my way to the ward.
I mean, this is completely understandable if I am in mufty.
The point is, I am wearing my UNIFORM!
So tell me what for you ask for a security pass when the company hasn't even issue me one?
And...
What's the purpose of the pass?
The main point of getting the name and register at the counter is for contact tracing right? So when you are signing in for work WHAT THE HECK IS THE POINT OF ASKING FOR YOUR CONTACT when the company ALREADY HAVE YOUR RECORDS in the COMPUTER WHEN YOU CLOCKED IN?
TOTALLY NOT USING THE BRAIN AT WORK RIGHT???
Never mind, if you wanna like follow those "protocol" (I don't know if it is a protocol to ask for a staff who is obviously a staff working there for a security pass); then you do it PROPERLY?!
The thing is, I stopped, I don't want to make your job difficult, I wrote my contact down, then...
Don't you think that it ONLY MAKE SENSE WHEN YOU GIVE ME THE CORRECT COLOUR TEMPERATURE CHECK STICKER?
How much I wanted to blast at that BRAINLESS STUPID MAN this morning when I was already so tired and he is being nasty there, and somemore wanted to brush me off with a wrong temperature sticker that is not for use today!
HELLO!
If you are just throwing your power and weight, then keep it for yourself, if you want to do things in a proper way then make sure you not only ask from others but you yourself do it right too!
For that, I think I would just do what the others do this morning...
TREAT THAT GUY AS INVISIBLE, I will just walk pass him and pretend I did not hear anything.
UV tattoos use blacklight reactive ink to illuminate the images
If you don't know what a blacklight is, then either you didn't grow up in the seventies or you've never been to a Spencer's Gifts. Spencer's has a blacklight section at the back of all their stores, an area that is decorated with glow-in-the-dark sticky stars and hanging beads. They try to keep this section relatively dark because they have blacklights set up to illuminate the glowing items. Blacklights are essentially purple lightbulbs that emit ultraviolet radiation. When a blacklight is turned on, it will illuminate anything fluorescent that is nearby.
A blacklight tattoo either comprises the entire tattoo or is sometimes used to accentuate a standard black ink design. Many tattoo parlors shied away from doing blacklight tattoos for quite a while due to the inefficiency of the ink and the high number of allergic reactions or resulting skin conditions. Over the past few years however, several new UV inks have been approved for use in the U.S. with little to no complications. The most common product is a blacklight reactive ink called the BIOMETRIX System-1000 (also known as BMX 1000). As the below illustration shows, blacklight tattoos that use UV Titanium white ink are visible under blacklight only. In regular lighting, the tattoo appears as a faint outline at best or sometimes completely invisible. Colored ink is available in 17 different colors, however, for those who either want the tattoo to be visible at all times or appreciate a little color in their designs. When held up to a blacklight, these tats will simply glow brighter.
Because the UV ink is more expensive than regular ink (around $270 for a half-ounce bottle) blacklight tattoos tend to cost a little bit more than usual. If you're considering getting a blacklight tattoo, make sure you do your homework. Go to a tattoo parlor that has experience with UV tattooing and can show you samples of other similar tattoos they have done. If you've elected to get a titanium white tattoo, an experienced tattoo artist will keep a blacklight close by that he can periodically turn on and off throughout the process to ensure the tattoo is coming out correctly. If you are interested in getting a regular black ink tattoo that you would like to highlight with UV ink, the proper way of doing so is to get the standard tattoo first, give it time to heal completely, and then later go back to get the blacklight accents.
Pictures: Blacklight Tattoos
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Pictures: Colored UV Ink
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Pictures: Tattoos with Blacklight Accents
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I think this is kinda cool. Came across this when I was reading the papers... Tattoo that will only grow in the dark so no one will know in board day light that you have one. Hmm... But... It would be super weird during night shift when you enter patient's room without the light on, some of them might probably scream and thought that they have seen something, lol, that is, if you had this done at a prominent place, such as the arm and the knuckles like those in the pictures. Hmm...
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I love pink.
I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
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AND
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