Sunday, October 29, 2006
Deepest Condolence to those who Just Lost Their Love OnesDr Ting's husband just passed away, it was all over on the papers, must be hard for her man.
At the very same day, our housekeeper's husband also passed away.
So many deaths to take at a go.
Life is...
Frail.
Fragile.
Whatever you described it.
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Friday, October 27, 2006
Thank GoodnessThank goodness that at least I learnt how to wear make up from Cousin Mei and Cousin Jo, this is a year full of events.
I just came back from a dinner organised by the hospital for the cancer survivors and I was "arrowed" to be the escort for the big shots. In the past, I would definitely go without any colors on my face because I have absolutely no idea how to do it.
Heh.
Thanks Cousins~ Can't make it without the two of you.
=)PS. Additional note, may probably get shoot by this, but...Nick Shen is not that cute in real person afterall. Sigh, was "arrowed" the very last minute to "take care of him". I really have no idea what I could do except asking him whether he wants any food or drinks or not. Still, it is a shame that I cannot meet S.H.E instead of him. *Sigh*
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Friday, October 20, 2006
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Results that Does Not Sound So AppealingI am glad that at least I made the right decision to take leave and went with my mom for the follow up. Things doesn't look too good and further investigations is adviced.
Problems arised one after another, all that I asked for is just some peace, am I asking too much?
*Sob*
Abdominal aortic aneurysm
Definition:
An aneurysm is when a blood vessel becomes abnormally large or balloons outward. The abdominal aorta is a large blood vessel that supplies blood to your abdomen, the pelvis, and legs. Alternative Names:
Aneurysm - aortic
Causes, incidence, and risk factors:
The exact cause is unknown, but risk factors for developing an aortic aneurysm include high blood pressure, smoking, high cholesterol, and obesity.
An abdominal aortic aneurysm can develop in anyone, but it is most frequently seen in people over 50 with one or more risk factors. The larger the aneurysm, the more likely it is to rupture.
When an abdominal aortic aneurysm ruptures, it is a true medical emergency. Aortic dissection occurs when the innermost lining of the artery tears and blood leaks into the wall of the artery.
This is one of the worst situation, the other would be a growth somewhere that causes the narrowing of the antrum. It could be a growth in the stomach lining, it could be some growth out of the stomach that is pressing onto it; or it could be some spasms during the shooting of the X-Ray (which means nothing). There is no point for me to worry too much I know, but I could not help it.
I am stressed.
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DistressSomething happened at work that has affected me badly, I am still questioning myself "Why?"
The fault lies in me, I know, there is no way I can shun the responsibility, yet I just can't help to doubt myself.
I cannot let it go, the guilt is there, it's all my fault.
Thanks Kim, for responded immediately and drove down all the way from Tampines just to talk to me even after a LONG hard day of work, I truely appreciate it.
As for me, what not done is already done, I will face the consequences.
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Farewell Zhi Wei on 09/10/2006




Take care Zhi Wei!
We will definitely miss your presence!!!!
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Friday, October 13, 2006
More TestIs this too much of a coincidence???
| Your Learning Style: Competent and Cooperative |
 You have a great head for facts and figures. You can remember and use any fact you've read.
You Should Study:
Dentistry Education Environmental Science Finance Nursing Nutrition Science Medicine Law |
Judging by the way I like to “disturb” people, the following could actually be quite true. Haha.
| You Are a Fun Flirt |
 You just can't help yourself... you flirt with everyone you know. Guys, girls, crushes, and friends. They're all victims to your charm. You're into silly innuendos, sexy jokes, and playful touches. You are a huge flirt, yet you never make anyone (too) uncomfortable! |
Agreed.
| Your Stress Level is: 55% |
 You are somewhat prone to stress, especially when life gets hard. When things are good, you resist stressing over little problems. But when things are difficult, you tend to freak out and find it hard to calm down. |
Interesting.
| Your Envy Quotient: 48% |
 You are an envious person, but only at times. Perhaps certain situations trigger your envy. Or maybe you're especially jealous when you're feeling insecure. Instead of letting that green monster out, work on making your own life better. And then maybe people will be envious of you. |
Is it???
| People Envy Your Compassion |
 You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. |
How sad a life I have had in my past life man! Buried alive??? (O.O) Haha. OMG, assassin?? Genius some more. Fwahaha, I am falling off my chair.
| In a Past Life... |
 You Were: A Genius Assassin.
Where You Lived: Israel.
How You Died: Buried alive. |
My EQ, something I have been trying to work on lately.
| Your EQ is 113 |
 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
Agree?
| You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish |
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible. |
So MANY TESTS!!!!!
| Your Power Color Is Indigo |
 At Your Highest:
You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.
At Your Lowest:
You require a lot of attention and praise.
In Love:
You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.
How You're Attractive:
You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.
Your Eternal Question:
"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?" |
Yeah right, I thought I always fret out.
| Your Hidden Talent |
 Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements. |
How I missed those cold days…..
| You Belong in Winter |
 Quiet, calm, and totally at peace... You're happy to be at home, wrapped in a blanket, completely snowed in Whether you're lighting a fire or having a snowball fight, you always feel best in the winter. |
Grrrrrrr…… WoofWoof!
| You Are: 60% Dog, 40% Cat |
 You are a nice blend of cat and dog. You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful. And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long. |
I will have it when I am old…
| Your Hair Should Be White |
 Classy, stylish, and eloquent. You've got a way about you that floors everyone you meet. |
Bluff, but I like eating grapes though. =P
| You Are Grape |
 You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that. People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts. You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you. People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person. |
True, I am DAMN SLOW at work.
| Slow and Steady |
 Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. |
Hmm…
| You Are The Moon |
 You represent the unconscious side of life, what happens in dreams. You are capable of great genius - but also of great madness. Emotions tend to be primal for you, both your fears and your fantasies. Your intuition is always right, listening to it is the difficult part.
Your fortune:
You are about to embark on a very important journey - and a very difficult one. Some of your deepest dreams will be realized, as well as some of your deepest nightmares. Follow your creativity and visions; stay away from your weaknesses. You are taking a voyage to the center of yourself, and you may be pleasantly surprised by what you discover. |
This is what we call young at heart… Ok la, I am childish, so what?
| You Are 11 Years Old |
 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
Luck…..
| Your Luck Quotient: 48% |
 You have an average luck quotient. There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky. You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it. So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect. |
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| What Your Face Says |
 At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.
Overall, your true self is engaging and outgoing.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless. |
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Monday, October 09, 2006
Store GirlThere are a few tasks in my department that can be considered as "undesirable", one of which is the roster maker, the other would be the person in charge of the store and this task has fallen on me for the month of September till December unfortunately. I am supposed to be in charge of staff welfare as well but luckily, Kian is my partner for that and she is helping me out for the task.
I have never feel so much like a "salesgirl" before. Haha. Starting digging in the store, climbing up and down checking if the supplies is enough for use and going through the long list of stocks which can be ordered while also to avoid ordering common items otherwise I would have a fight with the supply man. OMG, I have no idea why can't they print the list with bigger fonts, at least more spaces between the lines man, ha. How I wish they have pictures illustrating the items stated because by looking at the pictures it's much easier to find the item that I need to order.
Sigh.
Looks like I have a tough 3 months ahead.
Anyway, thanks to Alisa for teaching me what to do and thanks to Has who actually helped me to order the stock last week when I have no idea that I am taking over the store.
Good luck to me man!
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Friday, October 06, 2006
Welcome to "The Maids' Dairy", Mao MaoIf you happened to explore around this blog, you would have found her.
Yeah.
Welcome to our blog space, Mao Mao.
At first was thinking of calling her Mimi, then I thought may be it is not a very good idea since Nad has a stray pet outside her house by that name. Then I thought may be just name after "my" stray cat, "Bao Bei" and I thought it is not fair to Nad. Then I thought of "Miew Miew", yet my Go!Pet has taken up that name, so finally I settled down with the name "MaoMao".
Maria, this shall be our vitural pet.
Hope you will love it.
=)
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
VCDs Addict
I am HOOKED!SERIOUSLY ADDICTED!!!
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Monday, October 02, 2006
第一個清晨Sudden craze over this song that Ella sang in a TV programme the other time, this is originally sung by Lee-Hom Wang.
第一個清晨
作詞:李焯雄 作曲:王力宏
光透進來 把夢刷白
捨不得你會醒過來
不要現在 昨夜走太快
說不上來 隱隱燙在胸口一塊
吻你臉頰 證明此刻真的存在
是你 讓我相信愛 對我慷慨
是愛 我們是註定 不是意外
這是愛 我們的愛 還不確定卻好實在
把你貼在胸懷 靜靜的 代替表白
再不願放開
這是愛 給你的愛 沒名字卻停不下來
在忐忑裡期待 雀躍中想到未來
是你 我才明白 這就是愛
但夢還在 小心不讓你醒過來
也許現在 就是永恆的未來
是你 讓我相信愛 對我慷慨
是愛 我們是註定 不是意外
這是愛 我們的愛 還不確定卻好實在
把你貼在胸懷 靜靜的 代替表白
再不願放開
這是愛 給你的愛 沒名字卻停不下來
在忐忑裡期待 雀躍中想到未來
是你 我才明白 這就是愛
第一個我們的清晨
比任何默契都私密的 無限可能
語言都顯得太膚淺
這是愛 我們的愛 還不確定卻好實在
把你貼在胸懷 靜靜的 代替表白
再不願放開
這是愛 給你的愛 沒名字卻停不下來
在忐忑裡期待 雀躍中想到未來
是你 我才明白 這就是愛
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