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Thursday, October 27, 2011

Unwritten JD

I swear it was an unwritten job description.
Being a sandbag.
My friend was just telling me how the patient put his leg around her neck and she almost suffocated.
And..
I was punched in the head today.
Worse is, there is nothing you can do.
*無奈*
I was focusing on preventing him to pull out his cannula, and didn't expect that he would threw the punch.
May be I should be glad, that my colleague was on the other side, and stopped him from further punch, and he missed my eye, only hit my head, if not I would become like 家有賤狗 that dog.


Oh well.
I don't know who is better, apparently he kicked one of my colleagues earlier on in the day...
I am only praying that everything will go fine tomorrow, seriously.
*Fingers crossed*







it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:43 AM]

Thursday, October 20, 2011

My New Baby

I have a new task at work!
Yes, my very first "baby" in my 6 years of work! Amazing right?
As in, usually people at other places may be a year or two they would be expected to guide the newbies and me, 6 years to have my first!
Lol.
Probably because in my previous ward, there were a lot of seniors around and there is no need for me to take on that extra responsibility, and also due to my constant changing of department from the normal ward to the intensive care; from this company to another, more like I needed a guide than others! Lol.
It's really a new experience for me and...
FORTUNATELY, seriously, fortunately, my first baby is a very sweet and pleasant girl, and she had her final postings in the ward before though in different station, and her previous guide was one that has really high standards, it was quite alright to guide her despite of me having another 4 patients to take care of.
And I wonder if it is guiding her that gave me some form of distraction, the past 8 days of work week seems slightly more tolerable though I do feel the agony at the beginning looking at that 8-day long stretch.
I am still finding my ways to give her more to allow her to become stronger and independent soon, another lucky thing is that I have told her that I would very much prefer her to find out how to solve the problems when she run into them instead of expecting me to tell her of what to do, something which is very common in what I used to face, people spoon-feeding too much and I always forget to bring my brain to work and disaster happened once the hand that you can grab let go of you. *Oops*.
I really hope that I can be as good as my previous preceptor in ICU that is able to show her everything that she needs to know and so she can cope better without having to burn out. =)

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [1:16 AM]

Sunday, October 02, 2011

她說(She Said)



她說(She Said)

作詞:孫燕姿
作曲:林俊傑

她靜悄悄地來過 她慢慢帶走沉默
只是最後的承諾 還是沒有帶走了寂寞

我們愛的沒有錯 只是美麗的獨秀太折磨
她說無所謂 只要能在夜裡翻來覆去的時候有寄託
等不到天黑 煙火不會太完美
回憶燒成灰 還是等不到結尾
她曾說的無所謂 我怕一天一天被摧毀
等不到天黑 不敢凋謝的花蕾
綠葉在跟隨 放開刺痛的滋味
今後不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

她靜悄悄地來過 她慢慢帶走沉默
只是最後的承諾 還是沒有帶走了寂寞

我們愛的沒有錯 只是美麗的獨秀太折磨
她說無所謂 只要能在夜裡翻來覆去的時候有寄託
等不到天黑 煙火不會太完美
回憶燒成灰 還是等不到結尾
她曾說的無所謂 我怕一天一天被摧毀
等不到天黑 不敢凋謝的花蕾
綠葉在跟隨 放開刺痛的滋味
今後不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

等不到天黑 煙火不會太完美
回憶燒成灰 還是等不到結尾
她曾說的無所謂 我怕一天一天被摧毀
等不到天黑 不敢凋謝的花蕾
綠葉在跟隨 放開刺痛的滋味
今後不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒


不怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [1:38 AM]


Bidding Farewell.

I went to see her.
Peaceful.
Definitely comforting to know that.
I have learnt another thing again today...
"The last of how your love ones look leaves the longest and deepest impression on your mind..."
I...
Suddenly remember how he look, the last very glance of him in the hospital.
This gave me a very good and hard lesson, on how we can do better to help the family to cope.

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [1:11 AM]




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