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Friday, April 28, 2006

Best Friend

This is a song recommended by my primary school classmate who I just find back the contact. Fell in love with this song the moment I heard it, just to share with all of you how true this is in our life. =)
最佳損友 陳奕迅
作曲:Eric Kwok|填詞:黃偉文
朋友 我當你一秒朋友 朋友 我當你一世朋友
奇怪 過去再不堪回首 懷緬 時時其實還有
朋友 你試過將我營救 朋友 你試過把我批鬥
無法 再與你交心聯手 畢竟難得有過最佳損友

從前共你 促膝把酒傾通宵都不夠 我有痛快過你有沒有
很多東西今生只可給你 保守至到永久 別人如何明白透
實實在在踏入過我宇宙 即使相處到 有個裂口
命運決定了 以後再沒法聚頭 但說過去 卻那樣厚

*問我有沒有 確實也沒有 一直躲避的藉口 非甚麼大仇 
為何舊知己 在最後 變不到老友 
不知你是我敵友 已沒法望透 被推著走 跟著生活流 
來年陌生的 是昨日 最親的某某*

生死之交當天不知罕有 到你變節了 至覺未夠
多想一天彼此都不追究 相邀再次喝酒 待葡萄成熟透
但是命運入面每個邂逅 一起走到了 某個路口
是敵與是友 各自也沒有自由 位置變了 各有隊友

REPEAT*
早知解散後 各自有 際遇作導遊
奇就奇在接受了 各自有路走
卻沒人像你讓我 眼淚背著流
嚴重似情侶 講分手

有沒有 確實也沒有 一直躲避的藉口 非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己 在最後 變不到老友
不知你又有沒有 掛念這舊友 或者自己 早就想通透
來年陌生的 是昨日 最親的某某
總好於那日我沒有 沒有 遇過某某
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Friend, I take you as a friend for a second; I take you as a friend for life.
Strange indeed, no matter how bad the past was, I still miss those days as much.
Friend, you have reached out to me in times of need; friend, you have ever put me in a difficult position,
There is no way I can put you close to my heart again, though it is not easy to find a best buddy.

Chat throughout the nights don't seem to be enough in the past, I have truly enjoyed those moments wonder if you feel the same as I do,
There are a lot of things I can give only to you in this life and it last forever, no one else could ever understand.
The one who had actually come into my world, although at the end of the day we fell out and fate has decided that we shall never meet again, our past is a life long story to tell.

*If you asked me whether I have any excuses of avoiding you all these days, there is actually none as there is no deep grudges, yet why old time best friend can't be life long best friend?
I have no idea whether you are my friend or foe and there is no way to find out, we are being forced to move on in life. The one who I used to be very close to has become a complete stranger.*

Friends who are willing to do everything for you are rare but I did not know back then, only when you change your stand then I realized that I don't have many friends like that. How I wished that there will be a day whereby we can sit down for a drink again yet we have to wait for chances to arrive.
For everyone we met in life, we will always walked to a cross road whereby whether this person is a friend or an enemy is no longer by our choice. Positions will change and we will have our own stand abide.

REPEAT*

I knew it that after we part, we will each have our own way to follow, strange that I accepted the fact that all of us will go onto separate paths yet no one has ever been like you made me cried on my own and make it as serious as some kind of break up in a boy-girl-relationship.

Is there any while in fact none, there is no excuse for me to avoid you, there are no deep grudges yet why old time buddy cannot become my life long friend?
I wonder if you ever did miss me or may be you have probably accepted and understand that one day, this person who is ever so close to your soul has become a complete stranger in your life.
Nevertheless, it is still better than I have never get to know you.

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [4:12 AM]

Monday, April 24, 2006

Photos Deprivation

Ahh!
Anyone interested in a photo taking session?
It's been SOOOOOOO long since I last taken a picture, as in proper picture with a proper camera. Nadiah! When will you be free again? Can we go and take pictures! I am deprived of picture taking! Sigh, probably I should took it when I was in my previous department, the period of time whereby the 10kg is off me.
Sigh!
But don't care!
I want a photo taking day out with you! When???

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [1:03 AM]

Friday, April 14, 2006

Depressing News, News Depressing

If you asked me what can be the most depressing programme, I would tell you it would be news.
Why?
Switch on the TV and go ahead, watch a session, you would get what I mean.
Bombs in Pakistan, government in Pakistan tightened security, shops and school closed for that, people are crying for pain and lost;
Unknown virus in China that took a life;
Unknown virus which is confirmed not avian flu nor SARS in Japan that killed at least 600 birds;
Singaporean cheating the government money gets his jail sentence....
This following is the MOST DEPRESSING ONE, trust me.
According to some studies, Singaporeans actually worked the longest hours around the region *Convince me that I am not earning peanuts every month as compare to people from the other countries in the same profession as I do. This is so depressing!*
Oh man! Can't I just have some better news to watch???

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [3:12 AM]

Sunday, April 09, 2006

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it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [4:47 PM]


Doctors Again

What is going on man?
Tell you what I have never ever seen doctors so often before, NEVER.
First started off since my first birthday gathering with Xian and gang, I puked and puked, plurge and plurge non-stop so I was rushed to CGH A&E at 3am. That was GE.
Next I noted to be tachycardic and was put on propanonol, further test was done, this was in October.
Then, I am finally diagnosed with Grave's and started my Carbimazole, this was in November.
And a month later, which is early december, I suddenly develop some severe allergic reaction to some unknown allergens, for that I have seen a Polyclinic MO, then a specialist, and then a chinese physician who was the one who finally helped me to get rid of all the hives and itch with a few needles here and there.
In January, I noted of mild sore throat but I choose to ignore, just pop myself with some lozenges and it was sort of resolved.
In February, I went back for check up and finally got my referral to see a specialist, but the appointment could only be in May.
March, I was told that my dose of medicine was too strong that from "Hyper" I become "Hypo", (From 70 dropped till 4, while normal was 8-21) and the MO said that my blood results deviates to what would normally happened when people go "Hypo". Yet there is no way I can push my appointment earlier.
April, I was down with sore throat and flu and my flu was quite bad till I was wearing mask when I work for 2 days until I find that my condition is getting worst despite of the medicine given. What make things worst was I develop another type of rashes which is likely due to the antibiotics that I have taken. I self stopped and now the rash is still around. Luckily this time it is not itchy if not I would feel that I would be better off to be dead man.
Look at these history man!
(O.O)
Even without the autoimmune disease I should not be seeing doctor THAT often too!
What went wrong man?
It's really a torture to have to swallow so much medicine everytime, I am so sick of it!
Sick of seeing doctor, sick of seeing medicine, sick of myself being sick!
HAIZ.

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [4:29 PM]

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Good Student ≠Functionable Nurse


it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [11:01 PM]




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