HerI wonder...
Did I do it right?
I saw her fear, the fear of drowning.
She was frightened, and she grabbed me as though I am that only float that is within her reach in the middle of the ocean.
So...
I stayed, hugged her, consoled her, asked her to relax.
That is...
The very least that I could do.
The only thing that I could do.
Working LifeThe ward was like a mad house (I don't want to use the word 'has been', for I don't really wish to have this an on-going description).
No breaks.
No drink, not even time for a sip of water.
No toilet.
Luxurious life as a student had gone for good.
Welcome back~
I need to get my momentum back as soon as possible, because I am going on night in the coming roster! It has been SO LONGGGGG since I last went on night, I need more blessings.
No more patient attempting to scratch/slap me.
No more patient playing with the call bell, press and tell me "I didn't press the bell".
No more patient playing took the call bell as a Wii nunchuk.
No more pulling out plug.
No more crawling out of bed.
I need some peace.
And...
I need food.
Despite of all the madness in the ward, I think if Mong really bring out that cup noodle and was really really for me right at the start, I think I would just cry till cannot stop, though in the end she did give me that piping hot cup noodles, and it did touch me quite a bit for the rice cake that she kept for me.
And not forgetting Fadhlina who waited for me for the past 2 days after work to walk down together and for that bottle of coke. =)
Wanna hug the both of you~ (T.T)
*Thank you Babes~* for making these horrible days MUCH better.
Where?I think...
Having away from work for 8 months really make a lot of difference
.
The other day I was handing over to Weiting, and was telling her that one of the patient has a CT scan on the following day and she asked, "Where?"
It was just a natural respond (I swear it is really unintentional), and I just replied her, "in *the hospital* (hospital name)?"
And she stoned while all the other colleagues beside us burst into laughter.
I was still lost
in why are they all laughing, and Weiting was like
trying to tell me with a little awkward, "Err... I mean, scan which part of the body?"
My ears turned hot almost immediately, it was super embarrassing
!
It was just so natural for me and Ma El thought that I am playing with Weiting but..
I replied her seriously.
Oops.
What a joke I have made
?
Haiz.
Results of 8 months away?
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Excuse me but... WTF?!Pissed off number 1
Why can't some people just understand and accept that I am NEITHER GOD OR GENIUS that I won't know EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING?
Sometimes I really hate to meet new people and let them know about my profession because it will NEVER FAIL to turn into a "medical consultation". It's tiring enough to face the daily routine and I think I deserve my break time off work, completely NOTHING to do with MEDICAL.
Pissed?
Yes.
And they just have to give you the "you mean you don't know? HOW COULD YOU NOT KNOW?" response or look.
E-X-C-U-S-E M-E.
WHY THE HELL MUST I KNOW when in the first place you probably are also not the "I-KNOW-IT-ALL" in your own profession as well.
Medicine is constantly advancing, knowledge we have today might be proven totally otherwise in the next day, we could only keep up to whatever we chance upon.
And PLEASE do NOT forget.
I AM A N-O-R-M-A-L H-U-M-A-N B-E-I-N-G.
And I define that as having 2 eyes, 1 nose, 1 mouth, 1 head, 1 brain, with 2 upper limbs and 2 lower limbs attached to a NORMAL trunk.
I couldn't possibly remember EVERYTHING ON EARTH.
I need to eat, drink, sleep, work, eliminate like any normal beings does...
So please keep that look from your face and stop having doubts like that and let me look down on your intelligence,
or...
May be you don't even have a proper normal functioning brain like I do, then you are excused.
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Pissed off number 2
Some people are overly "passionate" and they don't see what people actually need.
And... A lot of people like to "act smart", which one of the seniors call this group of people as "Dr Quack".
Those that just love prying into other people's business giving hundred and one irresponsible comments and recommendations to the victim.
The story goes like this...
The boy is sick, and the boy's parent's friend who worked as a clinic assistant heard about it and started "prescribing" drugs like antibiotics to the boy, without considering the cause of it and examine the possibilities, just because based on personal experience that the drug is good.
What if the boy having an allergy, suffered great side effects from this what I would term it as "irresponsible prescription" by the "Dr Quack" and eventually passed on, is that bogus Quack going to take the responsibility? What will the parent think in the end? Blame the "passionate friend"
It is exactly how antibiotics were being abused that now we are having SO MANY drug resistant bugs that sooner or later there won't be any drug to use for cure should any bug mutate.
When can people learn?!
And when the boy refused the drug that the "passionate friend" "prescribed", the parent got upset and furious.
Thanks lor "passionate friend", you have caused turmoil in a happy family and spoiled a peaceful night!
Seriously...
Respect is self earned, insult is what you have asked for. Stay out of business that is none of yours and especially when you are not really a expert in the field.
And I will rest my case.
