Sunday, January 28, 2007
Heh heh heh
Heh ...
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [10:14 PM]
Monday, January 22, 2007
Some Things to ShareThis was an SMS from a friend a LONG time ago, I cannot remember who was the one who sent me this message,
"There are things we never want to let go, people we never want to leave behind, memories we never want to forget; but letting go isn't the end of the world but the beginning..."
This was what I read from the papers,
"也許
我應該告訴你
失去
並沒有想像中的痛苦…
生命
有時因失去而更豐美。"
And lastly, something which I came to figure out a couple of years ago when I was going through one of my difficult period in life,
"人的手只有那麼長，想要擁有一切是不可能的。
抱著不放，或許會讓自己更痛苦，帶給身邊的人更大的傷害。"
共勉之。
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [9:50 PM]
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Low in StockOne of the most "headache-y" thingy after a long unplanned off is that you would find that things that you were by right to be responsible for is in a mess.
Sigh.
Did I mention that? I was "lucky" enough to stay as a quatermaster again for another 3 months because there is insufficient RN who could be in charge of that, and my partner changed to one who has not been in this area before. One very bad thing about 12-hour shift is that sometimes it is hard to meet up with some of your colleagues, especially when you need to see them for something. I was supposed to teach this girl on how to do checking and ordering yet I still have not run into a same shift with her as yet.
Sigh.
Results?
When I came back to work today, there are loadsa things that is running dry, there are at least 16 items on the list that is running pretty low, *Frown* which would probably mean that I am in trouble in facing a low stock week for the coming week and people would start grumbling. Not that I want, if I would have known I would come back for a while to do the stock check in between the wake so that you know, things would not be as bad. Yet I know I am too overwhelmed to even thinnk of that and now I can only be praying really hard that people can scrimp on the usage of supplies till the coming week when the man come to top-up. *Fingers-crossed* Yet looking at the situation...
Haiz.
God bless.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [4:39 AM]
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
AppreciationThe ceremony has at last came to an end.
Thank you for those who has kindly offered their help in such difficult moments, allowing me to walk with this very important elderly in my family till the very end, I really appreciate that.
Thank you Sister Cat for asking me to take leave.
Thank you for those who cover my duty for me.
Thanks a lot everyone who helps me in one way or another.
=)
The past week has been some what like a dream, a long long dream and everything seems so unrealistic. I still finds it hard to accept that the person I am having lunch with just a week ago and one week later we are watching him being cremented at the same hour . I still remember asking Mom if we should order a particular type of food because the food is kinda heaty. And I think my 3rd aunt told me it's ok to have it once in a while, and how we specially change the order of "chuang fan" from the lil' spicy type to frying it with soya sauce. His expressions was still so clear when I told them that in near future I might not be able to come out so often to have lunch with them because I will be changing back to 5-day work week, and that he was leaving to buy bread for that night for dinner after the meal. I can't forget how happy was he whenever I gave him and aunt a treat at the restaurant and the way he jested about "being polite so there will be more to come in future".
Every lil' bits and pieces are still so clear.
I was supposed to be looking after the kids today but I really can't do so when memories flashes back like tsunami, I was almost drowned in sorrow since morning and has been hiding behind the "tent" to cry because I don't want anyone to see and gets upset.
3rd Uncle, do rest in peace and you will always live in our hearts.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [5:15 PM]
Monday, January 08, 2007
GratitudeLife is long.
There are a lot of difficult moments and I am glad that I have someone *In fact some people* who walked through all these with me.
Thanks a lot.
Thank you Nadiah for spending the time to talk to me, listen to me and counsel me despite of needing the time to rest for work in the following day;
Thank you Haohao for your care and concern, for talking to me in the middle of the night;
Thank you Kian for waking up early even when you are still having your post night syndrome and face the issue with me;
Thank you Jie, I know you wanted to stand with me but you have your own issues to attend to, I wish that you will be well;
Thank you Na for asking me if I need your company;
Thank you Kim, Chong and Ah Ma for your advice and sharing my pain.
Thank you for spending time with me in my moment of needs, calm my fears and dry my tears.
I love you girls.
=)
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [10:18 PM]
