I asked myself, did I ever expect anything in return for believing in You?
Was I wrong in seeing what following You should be?
Is my faith too minute and weak for You?
Then I realized...
I did not expect anything from You except for the peace that You have promised.
I did not expect anything from You except for the Love that You claimed to have.
She told me you wouldn't trial anyone.
She said those were sent by the devil.
Then I ask You, where were You when I was left to deal with those things that the devil thrown to my face?
Where were You when the lies surfaced, when promises ain't kept, when people are out to cheat, when....
I faced that threat.
Things might have been worse?
May be.
You have done Your part to shield me from the stones threw at me but accidentally missed one?
But the damage is bad enough.
Relatively sure what hit was not just one stone but a series of rocks.
I am not expecting a bed of roses but...
At least, peace; not fear, not threat.
That KnifeWhy?
You sent me a knife that stabbed SO HARD...
And You turn around sending messages.
Why?
6 more months.....
What do You want to do with that 6 months?
The message comes as "live today, you will have enough grace when tomorrow comes".
So...
I don't think about the 6 months?
The message comes, "people will only come to the house when they feel safe, they don't need to come to the house strictly".
I love flowers.
I love pink.
I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl. And a beautiful one too.
The DIVA ♥
M A R I A ( N A D I A H )
M A R I A M ( F I O N E )
The GAMBLER Sagittarius.
AND
The PERFECTIONIST Virgo.
Seemingly impossible. BUT THEY WERE THE BEST FRIENDS.
Met in a Summer in 2002.
♥ LOVES CATS ♥.
Enjoys having Pizza together.
Go Wild in a KTV.
And will LOVE each other till time ends.
WISHLIST ♥
F O R M A R I A. A DEGREE.
F O R M A R I A M. Machu Picchu.
HER AUDIENCES ♥
They applauded her and gave her a standing ovation.
