Be Strong, Girls. Mandy... I am Sorry for What Had Happened to You. Hope You are in Peace Now..Mac and I spent sometime together last night to talk about Mandy.
Even though we are both not close to her, the news just came so sudden and it startled everyone of us, and it just made our hearts feel so heavy. I just saw Mandy in my last classroom session and was surprised to ran into her.
That was when the last that we talked...
I was telling Silin that I feel suffocating.
I guess Mac is right, if we were to be Mandy's guy, we would probably be devastated when someone you love so dearly died on your ride, what's more is that he has suffered no injuries.
And she, is only 24.
-Sigh-
Whatever it is, I guess what had happened had already taken place, and there is no way for us to turn the clock back to bring her back, what we can do now is only to be strong and accept that hard piece of fact.
CrippledTired.
Felt so crippled to work in a ward half filled with obstectric clients, especially when we are not trained in this area and we have to source for help elsewhere.
Somehow or rather, I have never ever enjoyed mid-wifery, from delivery till baby care.
Yet now to facilitate work, we have to be trained in this area.
Sometimes I really felt sorry for the clients as they have to wait for us to source for help.
Like last night when we have an episode of machine beeping and we called for help, the answer was to read the manual and both me and Mei was flipping the manual next to the client, it's kinda embarassing to do so and I think that it would destroy the trust between us and the client. Imagine seeing someone who is supposed to care for me flipping the manual for instructions when the machine sounded. I would start to worry about my own health! Not to mention that there is another life inside waiting to come out after 40 long weeks.
-Sigh-
I guess we really have to pick up fast man!
Good luck to us!
