Sunday, November 29, 2015
明知故犯I know I shouldn't have watched that movie.
Whole night of nightmare.
But... It somehow tell me that it wasn't the worst.
Somehow...
People need to go through the same thing in order to know how exactly it feels.
It is not that one is reluctant to let go, but.....
It is there.
It will just creeped in.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [3:20 AM]
Saturday, November 28, 2015
妥協Head to toe.
Lost count on the problems I have.
Diaoz.....
Learning to live with the pain, when zero pain is not possible.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [2:03 AM]
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
Slap of RealityReality and hope...
How to balance them?
Witnessed a literally 血淋淋的 slapped of truth to a condition.
Brutal and cruel.
Is that the best?
Best to wake a person up.... The hard but most effective way.
Felt for him.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [9:10 AM]
Sunday, November 15, 2015
好心做壞事Sometimes, I feel that the world can be a much more harmonious place if people could just watch what is coming out from their mouth.
You may think that you are being kind and helpful with giving that 10cents worth of advice, without knowing how destructive it could have resulted. Meant well, how well do you mean?
How many-a-times we think that we meant well ended up hurting another person?
好心做壞事，不是新鮮事。
Then again.....
Have I ever committed the same mistake?
Worth to pounder.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [6:21 PM]
反感
Some people should just shut up and mind their own business seriously.
Yes.
You.
謹言慎行。
別讓你的自以為是讓人失去對你的尊重。
没事胡亂猜度把别人的家搞得不安寧。
那不是關心，是纯粹八卦惹人反感。
這樣你看懂了吧?
She told me not to, but I seriously don't think that this should be the way, by going to the back and ask this and that, scared people doesn't know what had happened.
So....
Are you happier to make another person worry out of nothing?
Are you happier now to land another person to set aside time to reassure the person you "informed" and then still have to do tonnes of explanation?
Sorry, I really don't know how to appreciate this kind of "concern".
That type of turmoil you stir up has given me so much trouble.
So in future, don't anyhow speculate and anyhow say, life is good and will be good without such 無妄之災。
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [2:47 AM]
Tuesday, November 10, 2015
Monday CoupleI think...
Why am I so attracted to Running Man, Monday Couple is one of the factor.
Somehow I think they are a very successful gimmick/publication. It has somehow fulfilled the reality when things are not so perfect as it is. It fills the gap of people who are seeking for happiness.
As in...
You can see from the little things like...
When ever Gary has a choice, he will protect Ji Hyo.
How he protected her name tag in those tearing games...
How he rescued her when Kwang Soo held her as a hostage...
How he gave her the name tag when he found hers in the haunted school while she hid his when she discovered it...
Why Gary, despite of not the norm of the good looking guys, becomes so attractive.
因為，認真保護一個女人的男人⋯最•帥！
曖昧，讓人心跳加速。
愛情，總在朦朧之中最美。
In a way....
To know someone is constantly watching your back for you, that kind of feeling, is great.
=]
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [4:09 PM]
Sunday, November 08, 2015
SLEEvery time when the term SLE is mentioned, I would be reminded of you.
好想妳⋯
不經不覺間，二十年了。
妳已經離開了足足二十年了。
如果⋯如果妳還在，那會是一個怎麼樣的光景呢？
我們⋯還會常常見面嗎？
還會是那麼的親密嗎？
好想妳。
記得小時候我最喜歡跟在妳屁股後打轉，陪我玩，聽我講一些小孩子的東西，讓當時年幼的我靠在妳的腿上睡覺，下車時總不吵醒我，小心翼翼地把我交回給我的父母⋯
媽媽就每一次都叫我不要那麼黏著妳，說會很煩人。
而妳，從來沒說過一句抱怨。
現在，想黏也都再也沒有機會了⋯
A lot a lot A LOT of flashback keep coming as I was reading the epidemiology, causes and treatments. How did you cope with them back then? If you are here now, would you still pass on given that there are better drugs around?
Too bad, "if-s" always remains as "IF-s", there will never be any answer to that.
I miss you a lot, still.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [9:19 PM]
