PushedThanks to Irene that I got to watch X-Men movie for free.
Anyway...
Kinda like can feel for Magneto, someone who didn't want to kill and be as ordinary as possible. He was kind enough to save someone from being smashed by the hot furnace and ended up being played out by the fellow colleagues, including the one he saved, landing his daughter and wife being killed, even though by a slip of hand, I can feel him when he asked "why?"
Even though nothing should give the excuse to turn evil, yet men are always pushed to a point when they have to retaliate. I do wonder why, why is there such a path planned when believers are saying that He is working, He has his plan, He has his reasons...
Sorry but honestly...
F*** that reasoning part.
If it is to be pushed to that point for that kind of "reasons" that no one can understand, that patronising type of answers of He has His big plan...
As much as I want to believe, it doesn't convince me, not a single bit.
Oh well, who am I to question?
I don't know.
May be you would say it is just a script, how would you know that it will not happen in reality?
I have forgotten to tell her that I have stopped believing in that long ago, when believing in that made me fall harder.
"You have a God's growing radiance!" He commented.
"Thank you!" I smiled.
How ironic.
Many said He has His better plans, and we will not understand that.
Probably?
His plan is to tear up my world.
I have stopped trusting in people.
Even the Consultant said, to survive in this team, the first thing you should do is to trust no one.
"Les anges ont jamais souri devant moi avant, pas même une fois."
1 Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy lovingkindness: according unto the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions.
2 Wash me throughly from mine iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin.
3 For I acknowledge my transgressions: and my sin is ever before me.
4 Against thee, thee only, have I sinned, and done this evil in thy sight: that thou mightest be justified when thou speakest, and be clear when thou judgest.
5 Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me.
6 Behold, thou desirest truth in the inward parts: and in the hidden part thou shalt make me to know wisdom.
7 Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.
8 Make me to hear joy and gladness; thatthe bones which thou hast broken may rejoice.
9 Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all mine iniquities.
10 Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.
11 Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me.
12 Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit.
13 Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto thee.
14 Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God, thou God of my salvation: and my tongue shall sing aloud of thy righteousness.
15 O Lord, open thou my lips; and my mouth shall shew forth thy praise.
16 For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering.
17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.
18 Do good in thy good pleasure unto Zion: build thou the walls of Jerusalem.
19 Then shalt thou be pleased with the sacrifices of righteousness, with burnt offering and whole burnt offering: then shall they offer bullocks upon thine altar.
I love flowers.
I love pink.
I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl. And a beautiful one too.
The DIVA ♥
M A R I A ( N A D I A H )
M A R I A M ( F I O N E )
The GAMBLER Sagittarius.
AND
The PERFECTIONIST Virgo.
Seemingly impossible. BUT THEY WERE THE BEST FRIENDS.
Met in a Summer in 2002.
♥ LOVES CATS ♥.
Enjoys having Pizza together.
Go Wild in a KTV.
And will LOVE each other till time ends.
WISHLIST ♥
F O R M A R I A. A DEGREE.
F O R M A R I A M. Machu Picchu.
HER AUDIENCES ♥
They applauded her and gave her a standing ovation.
