Thursday, May 31, 2007
Tell Me About ItTell me why.Feel cheated.May be I am just thinking too much.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [11:48 PM]
Monday, May 28, 2007
Some Pictures相信
突然覺得我只是一個人
有點孤單淺淺的憂鬱
我不知道明天會不會很美麗
雖然今天天很藍 而雲很白 風很涼
今天日記空白沒有關係
不必每件事情都在意
不想工作不想困擾自己
不必刻意想你
該是我的總會來 就算挑戰 我不走開
一點點你的微笑
已經讓我覺得溫暖
我還不懂堅持正好讓我學會去愛
我曾經看見困難變得膽小不夠勇敢
但還是要相信 相信感覺 相信簡單
有一天等我 懂得現實也許 更灰心
但是現在讓我去相信
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Photos that took with Na the other day for her birthday outing.
Me and Na.
What they are having.
Kim is teaching Na how to eat the Korean food while I was busy snapping. My share? Heh. Was waiting for a friend that day to eat at another place. So I have all the time to disturb them.
Realised that I am snapping them. Come girls! Smile! =)
Na keep asking can she not have the egg. Tsk tsk... Na, this is not a good habit. *Sounded as if I have never done that. LOL.* =P
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [11:46 PM]
Saturday, May 26, 2007
~The Tagging Game~As requested...
~TAGGED~
::Instructions::
This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game. Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about t hemselves. People who are being tagged, need to write in their respective blogs on their 6 weird things together with the rules stated clearly. At the end, you are to choose 6 people to be tagged and list down their names. After doing so, leave a comment on their respective blogs to let them know that they are being tagged.
::6 Weird Facts About Me::
Weird Fact No 1:
If you see me "yakking" non-stop as in really talk non-stop even if you don't reply me, that means that I did not sleep the previous night and I talk just to keep myself awake. My conversation could have no meaning at all ranging from "Why are you sitting beside me?" to "Why do you wear red colour top today?". I don't even need your response to continue on and on. Ask Nadiah and Germac, they will tell you. Yet I could be really quiet till nobody dares to talk when I am in deep thought. Then other people would think that I am not happy while actually I am just expression-less.
Weird Fact No 2:
When I am upset, I would scribble everything on a piece of paper and tear it up after that; if it's something that worth a lesson, I would record it somewhere. Heh heh. I have a total of 7 diaries/blogs, be it online and offline. Some I just write for fun with some pen-name. =)
Weird Fact No 3:
I don't really wear any accessories unless necessary other than the beads my mom bought for me and earrings, I don't even wear watch after I lost the one 5 years ago in Polytechnic. I don't wear chains because I feel uncomfortable when something keep landing on my collar bone, but I have more than 10 pendants.
Weird Fact No 4:
I don't really spend money on clothes, the only area that I am willing to spend on without hesitation is buying VCDs. Even if the TV is showing, if I am really keen to know the ending and I know I really like the show, I would just buy so that I could skip all the advertisment. I onl y need 3 days to finish 24 discs.
Weird Fact No 5:
I am a "multi-phobic". I am scare of cockroaches because there was a time a cockroach dashed to me when I was in the middle of going to toilet, there is no where I can run and another time I saw a roach I wanted to turn and walk out of the kitchen to get the insecticide but I slipped and fell, broke a cup and cut myself, leaving scars on my fingers as well as spring my arm when I have 2 papers to sit for that day; I am scare of sudden, loud sound, e.g. Thunder; I am scare of people breaking things in my house because no matter how clean I sweep and how many times other family members have walked past that space somehow I would be the one who would step on the broken pieces and get a cut...
Ok, I am just "suai" may be.
Weird Fact No 6:
I need 3 alarm clock to wake me up and the clocks in my room are all 20minutes ahead of the normal time. Heh, so that even if I laze in bed for a slightly longer time I would be on time to wake up. =)
::6 People Whom I Tagged::
I have no idea I want who to do this?
Xian? Aye ya, 6 is definitely not enough for her.
Wenhao? Heh heh, she is probably too busy.
EK? How about you?
Mac?
Mo See?
Kiki?
Nadiah has already done...
May be anyone who come by and have too much time to do?
So... That will be
1) You
2) You
3) You
4) You
5) You
&
6) You
Hmm...
May be S.H.E
(= =i)
FWAHAHA.....
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [11:59 AM]
Code BlueThere was a code blue yesterday and Silin SMS-ed me thereafter saying that her heart dropped when she saw the husband broke down.
Haiz.
I have no clue on how to console her.
Nothing can last forever, especially those intangible stuffs. If you lost some money you can easily earn it back, but if you lost someone it is forever. There was actually a period of time whereby I was very lost in my career, I don't know if I would be able to take so much. You see, if you are an accountant, a mistake may cause a damage of a million dollars, it is bad but one can always earn it back; however when we make mistakes, what we lose could be a life, some damages is irreversible.
It is indeed stressful yet till now I am very sure that I like what I am doing, putting smiles on people's face is what I think the most rewarding in my career, though at times I do grumble a lot. We don't really need much. =)
I was like conversing with Silin also, that sometimes don't you wonder, there's gazillions people on Earth and it is really by fate that we got to know each other, and how many in these group of people that you know are your family members? Don't you ever wonder why isn't your neighbours your parents? You know if there is something that goes wrong in the process we could actually have landed in the third world or some other places where there is no peace? And people you met this life, you don't even know whether you will have the next life to meet them again, not to mention family members. How low are all these chances?
Bottomline:
Cherish the people around you, because once lost, it's gone forever.
=)
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:12 AM]
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
TravelIt's weird.
You know the tour that I am going, this afternoon I received a phone call from them asking me whether I have checked out do I need a visa to go to Japan.
I was sleepy but in my heart I was like "Huh?"
I thought they are travel agency? You mean what should be their expertise they don't know and still want the customer to DIY? Then what's the point of paying for them?
Imagine I give medicine to my client and ask them to find out what the medicines are for on their own.
It's funny right?
They are WEIRD.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [8:48 PM]
AnnouncementTwo quick announcement to make.
1.
With the advice from Cousin Mei, I just been to an eye doctor.
Summary of the visit: the "standing" lashes of my lower eye lid is beginning to cause some cornea abrasion.
It was bad.
Bad not as in the cornea abrasion, bad as in I was walking home like a half blind lady, just too bad I do not have a walking stick. =P
It was bad enough that after they use some medication that dilate my pupils to almost 4 times of the original size when I look into the mirror, what make things worse was that today is my post night. Usually my post night my eyes are already half closed, adding on the blurred vision I should be glad that I am home safe. EK asked me what is the remedy, my answer is: More referrals. LOL.
2.
I am being accepted by the University of La Trope (Singapore) to do a degree course in my profession. So together in coming July, I will be joined by Doreen, EK, Yunling and I wonder did Jie get in too, if so then 5 of us will be studying together! YAY!
Heh.
I think I will have to live on bread for now.
But still, I think it is good to have someone you know to study with.
Ironic:
I received my letter on my half blind day, half of it I don't know what exact it is writing.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [2:36 PM]
Monday, May 21, 2007
2 Weird China-manWas in really terrible mood on Thursday, and I was practically 在鬧自閉.
Felt so sorry to EK, she thought that I was angry with her. (For what?)
Got an SMS after work from Silin that day itself asking me what's wrong. According to her, she said the ward was "scar-ily quiet" and my face like "black black".
How many times?
My face is born like that, when I don't smile I don't talk I look as if I am angry.
Not the first time, which is why usually when I am ok I would choose to be like a lil' hyper, in short, a bit crazy la.
But that day was really feeling lousy and I just don't feel like talking.
Jen came to ask me, "I wanna ask you something, very personal, but you don't get angry, I don't mean anything..."
I was like, "ya?"
"Are you angry with EK?"
I look at her with question marks in my eyes.
"You don't talk to her now she is very sad le. She thought you are angry with her, two of you quarelled?"
"No." In my heart I was like thinking, could EK ever quarelled with anyone?
"Whatever it is just don't let your work affect your friendship."
Haiz.
Was not angry, more like pre-occupied with my thoughts that I just don't feel like talking.
Anyway it's good that Silin asked you see, in a way, it would be easier to explain to her. I was asking her does she mean that I am very noisy, she denied la, just said that the ward was too quiet and it is very scary.
Ok lor.
Anyway thanks for asking and thanks for SMS-ing me to keep me company when I ran into the 2 weird man.
I was walking towards the bus stop after walking EK to the MRT, and that bus stop usually have a lot of people unlike the one that is just outside my company, and as I was walking towards the seat at the bus-stop, I sorta like see these 2 guys who was sorta like looking at me. I choose to ignore them and I just sat next to them on the empty part of the bench, with the earphone plugged in trying to drown myself in music to pick myself up. Suddenly this man next to me asked me which bus I am taking.
I know I could absorb what he was trying to say if I really digest his words as he was speaking with the "china accent mandarin", but I was too tired and not in the mood to talk, so slowly I pulled out one side of the earphones and with a lazy and slow tone I just go, "H-U-U-U-H?"
In the end, he repeated the question four times before I finally decipher as "which bus I am taking" as well as "am I taking bus service xxx ".
Not in the mood, I threw back the question, "why do you want to know?"
He, did not give up, repeat the question, "are you taking XXX?"
Me, with a unfriendly but control tone (because I was in uniform), answered, "What's your problem?"
He, " You are taking XXX?"
Me, on the verge of throwing my temper, "NO! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?!"
He, still don't know how to spell the word 'dead', "what bus are you taking?"
Me, trying to be sarcastic, "Taking something that will send me home. Do you have any problem with that?"
He, finally noticed my anger and unfriendliness, shut up.
I quickly SMS-ed Silin and EK, and both of them are checking if I am home constantly while I was asking them what to do.
Luckily their buses arrived soon after I SMS them and they left, if not for Silin and EK telling me to wait for their bus to go first I might just hopped on anyone that comes along the way.
EK said I should just walked away because what if they know black magic.
Silin was supposed to be in bed, just consistently SMS-ing me to make sure that I replied and I am home safe.
Thanks to my 2 lovely sweeties guardian angels.
=)
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [3:14 AM]
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
I am a Tissue PaperYesterday is horribly busy. And I have no idea what's wrong with me or what's wrong with them.
I have made 3 clients cried in the midest of speaking to them, THREE, when I did not do anything except for giving them some information about their plans such as informing them the time of the operation and what they will be expecting.
-Sigh-
Last week my face must resemble a toilet bowl, a couple of them the moment they see me they said that they want to go to the bathroom. Yesterday may be I look like a tissue paper.
-LOL-
Anyway, look at this...
This was given by Flora when I was hospitalised in 2004 November. This girl walked to my bedside with Nadiah hiding her hands behind think on my first or second POD. Still remember that Nadiah, Flora and Evelyn will come to my bed side everyday just to keep me company during their break time while most of the time I am actually sleeping.*Because they brought food when I am still nil by mouth, sigh. Ha.*
Oh yeah! I won't forget the Eclair from Polar Puff! Yummy but I only managed to eat it like how many days later?
Hee..
My favourite.
From my brother.
=P
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [8:53 PM]
Thursday, May 10, 2007
A SMS From a Friend to Share阿拉伯傳說中有兩個朋友在沙漠中旅行，在旅途中的某點他們吵架了，一個還給了另外一個一記耳光。被打的覺得受辱，一言不語，在沙子上寫下︰「今天我的好朋友打了我一巴掌。」
他們繼續往前走，到了沃野，決定停下。被打巴掌的差點淹死，幸好被朋友救了起來。被救起後，拿了一把小劍在石頭上刻了︰「今天我的好朋友救了我一命。」
一旁好奇的朋友問︰「為何我打了你，你要寫在沙子上，而現在要刻在石頭上呢 ？」
另一個笑一笑回答說︰「當被一個朋友傷害時，要寫在易忘的地方，風會負責抹去它；相反的如果被幫助，我們要把它刻在心靈深處，任何風都不能沫滅它。」
朋友的相處，傷害往往是無心的，幫助卻是真心的，忘記那些無心的傷害，銘記那些對你的幫助，你會發現這世上有很多真心的朋友。
如果你被感動了，把這小文寄給一些你永遠不會忘記的人，讓他知道你永遠不會忘記他。
Two friends were travelling in a desert in Arabia, at some point in time, they quarrelled and one even gave a tight slap to the other. The one who was being hit felt insulted, quietly he wrote on the sand, "My best friend gave me a slap on the face today."
As the journey continues, the two decided to stop when they reach a fertile plain. The one who was being slapped earlier on almost drowned, but was saved by his friend fortunately. He took a small sword and engraved on a stone after being rescued, "My best friend save my life today."
The friend at the side was curious, asked, "Why did you write on the sand when I hit you and now you engraved on the stone that I saved you?"
The other one said with a smile, " By writing on the sand, the wind will help to blow away whatever pain that is being brought by my friend; however, if a friend ever offered help in difficult moments, I would like to engrave it deep inside my heart so that I will remember it all the time."
Friends always hurt each other unintentionally but help each other truthfully, forget about all those unintentional pain, remember by heart on the help offered, you would find the world a much warmer place to live in.
=)
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [2:35 AM]
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
It's Not Up to UsIt's not up to us.It's NEVER up to us.What can we do?
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [7:10 PM]
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
The Celebritiy Look AlikeSaw this thing at someone's webby, kinda interesting, so I went on to try MaRia's old picture and this is the result... Hiak Hiak
Interesting right? I wanted to try this picture, but it didn't show
Probably look too much like a ghost, rejected by the machine. LOL.
Haha... Half the people I don't know.
But hor, I tried Ella's photo, and guess what?
She only look 66% like herself. My Brother said probably it's a hoax, just to make people happy. Ha.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [10:30 PM]
Thursday, May 03, 2007
My LeaveI think I am getting more and more like a bum...This only implies that........................................................................................................I NEED A BREAK!!!!!!I am SO so So sO sOOOOOOOOOOOO looking towards for my leave in about a months time...Japan jApan jaPan japAn japaN JAPAN JaPAN JApAN JAPaN JAPAn.....Yokoso JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!!!I should have realised it, she doesn't really like me, I am just silly to react too soon.Shh...One more night to go!YEAH!
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [6:49 PM]
This was given by Flora when I was hospitalised in 2004 November. This girl walked to my bedside with Nadiah hiding her hands behind think on my first or second POD. Still remember that Nadiah, Flora and Evelyn will come to my bed side everyday just to keep me company during their break time while most of the time I am actually sleeping.
