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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

I Wonder

Sometimes I do wonder...
Would it be better if I am more "heartless"?
It hurts to hear so many Hong Kongers being killed in Philippines a couple of days ago.
It hurts even more... To hear that someone that I know collapsed, and is now dengerously ill, lying in the ICU, intubated and supported with ventilation, with a GCS of only 3 and the cause is still unknown.
Bubbly, funny, adorable...
I had a very fun time with her during the attachment, even though it was only one posting for a week, but I had a very good time joking and talking nonsense to her, another person besides Nadiah that doesn't mind me disturbing her with Mandarin songs even though she know nuts about Mandarin.
This is not uncommon, it is not as though I have never seen patients who can joke with you this moment but collapsed like 10 minutes later.
Just that...
It HURTS, still.

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [9:06 PM]

Saturday, August 28, 2010

人和動物

人和動物其中的一個分別是人會說話,動物祇是吼叫。
我是說話的。

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:31 PM]

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Condolences to Those Who Lost Their Love Ones in the Phillipines Hostage Crisis

As I am finally feeling slightly better after spending a night with Xian...
THIS, has to happen.
And...
It brought back the memories and the pain when of the sudden death.
IT H-U-R-T-S.
Life is just so unpredictable, who would have know that they could never return home again when they took off from Hong Kong International Airport?
Just like...
Who would have known that...
That was the last time I can have a meal with him.
I can feel the pain.
It hurts, a lot.
My condolence to the families who have lost their love ones in the accident.

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [2:41 AM]

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

不想長大

It's an old song but lately just fall in love with it, again.

莫名的...
迷上了黑色童話...
Sudden crash on the dark fairy tales...
不想長大

詞:施人誠
曲:左安安

為什麼就是找不到不謝的玫瑰花
為什麼遇見的王子都不夠王子啊
我並不期盼他會有玻璃鞋和白馬
我驚訝的是情話竟然會變成謊話

為什麼幸福的青鳥要飛的那麼高
為什麼蘋果和擁抱都可能是毒藥
我從沒想過有了他還孤單的可怕
我突然想起從前陪我那個洋娃娃

我不想我不想不想長大
長大後世界就沒童話
我不想我不想不想長大
我寧願永遠都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想長大
長大後我就會失去他
我深愛的他 深愛我的他 已經變得不像他

我不想我不想不想長大
長大後世界就沒童話
我不想我不想不想長大
我寧願永遠都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想長大
長大後我就會失去他
我深愛的他 深愛我的他 怎麼會愛上別個他

為什麼水晶球裡面看不出他在變
為什麼結局沒歡笑而是淚流滿面
我願意在他回來前繼續安靜沉睡
但他已去到別座城堡吻另一雙嘴
為什麼對流星許願卻從來沒實現
為什麼英勇的騎士會比龍還危險
我當然知道這世界不會完美無瑕
我只求愛情能夠不要那麼樣複雜

讓我們回去從前好不好
天真愚蠢快樂美好

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [8:59 PM]

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Photoshoot...

Bro finally graduated and we went for some photo shoot today.
Pictures will only be out after a few weeks but here is some pictures we took with my handphone.
=)

In gown again after a year, and that is my brother's girlfriend waiting at the side.

Let's take a picture!!!!

With Papa...

He wasn't ready when I snapped this. Lol.
Until today, I realized that my brother cannot smile from the heart, somehow his smile just look very fake, like you can see his teeth but you know he wasn't really smiling, so it was kinda funny when we take the pictures.
And...
When I asked him later why, guess what he said?
He said, if he smile from his heart, there will be winkles around his eyes.
And then, he gave me the smile.
(o.O)...
True le, I didn't know he actually studied how he should smile, probably have spent a lot of time in front of the mirror...
Lol.
Poor thing.

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [1:58 AM]

Friday, August 06, 2010

Nightmare, I Swear

I can't tell you how RELIEF I was when she was going away.
And now...
The nightmare is back once again.
On the day I was told, I had a whole night of nightmare.
How long can I last?
I wonder.

it's .beaNie 豆豆 again at [1:42 AM]




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