Saturday, March 31, 2007
Sanity and InsanityInsane.
I think... I really enjoyed being nagged at.
To me it's more like a way of showing care than nagged as described by the layman.
Thanks Cousin Mei for your email~~~
=)
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [1:07 AM]
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Colleagues vs FriendsWould there be friendship developed out of work?
Somehow I really wonder.
I remembered once Ms Karen, our lecturer from socialogy said about classifying "friends" and "colleagues", there are differences there, and she mentioned something like "can't really get friends when you are out in society"... I can't really remembered what was the whole lesson about, all that I remembered is that people are trying to place like family photos in the cubicle and try to make the place more pleasant to work, something like that.
In the past, I would tell my mom "I am going out with friends after school to work on our projects", rather than "I am going out with my schoolmates after school to work on our projects"; for now I would say "I am going out with my colleagues after work to discuss about work issues".
You see, there are differences!
Friends are more like someone who would work side by side with you, someone that once in a while you can share your little secrets with; colleagues sounded so much different, as if you can only share real business and nothing else.
Hmm...
But I do believe that friendship could be developed at work, people like Nana, Kim, Silin, Old Big, Ke.....
I mean, for them I would put the word friends when I want to quote them.
For Ah Ma?
I would say, "Mom, I am going out with Ah Ma!"
LOL. Anyway they have met each other, I guess it's easier to say.
Oh yeah, speaking of which I guess I probably know why, because my mom has seen almost all my friends, like Xian, like Haohao, like Nadiah, like Mac, like MS and gang; she knows EXACTLY who they are and how they look like; while colleagues, are people that she have not acquainted with previous.
So...
At the end of the day, the meaning of "colleague" is just a collective term to avoid long explaination?
Ha.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [3:02 AM]
Monday, March 26, 2007
HookedI am hooked~
Like again.
Heh.
Watching this new TVB drama series, Always Ready.
And I procastinate the rest of the things which by right I should be dealing with now. Started working on vehicles recently, seems that I can work faster and better, yet some of the things cannot be done, such as doing research.
Was facing the computer half the night last night trying to collect some information about the next debate topic, but it was tough, probably like what Kian said, my heart is not there, which is why I keep grumbling *as if it helps in doing any research*.
Anyway collected quite a bit of information, just don't feel like printing it out. I feel that I am so environmental UNFRIENDLY, look at the stack I printed the last round -sigh-.
Newbies
Another batch of newbies are coming in tomorrow are coming in tomorrow, time really flies man, this is already the second batch ever since I graduated.
Implication: I am growing old.
LOL.
This round there are 6 of them, compare to us the pathetic 3, I guess the competition would be hard this round, since one must be exceptionally good to outshine the rest of the 5?
Prophercy
Hoho, back at work tomorrow, with Shidah again.
Somehow, I always tell Shidah and she always tells me, "You and I cannot work together."
Don't be mistaken, it is not that we cannot get along, seriously speaking, I think we are getting along quite fine, but everytime we work together, something BOUND to happen, people collapsed la, codes la, errors la, falls la... You name it, we have it.
*Choy!*
I am working with her tomorrow...
=(
Focus 200% will be a must!
Jia you!
Heh.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [1:41 AM]
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
"B.R.E.A.T.H.I.N.G F.I.R.E"I am "breathing FIRE" for no apparant reason. May be it's my space bar that irritates me. My brother say he can literally sees "fire" surrounding me even though I am not talking.
I.G.N.O.R.E. M.E. perhaps.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [1:24 AM]
Monday, March 19, 2007
Heh.
Heh.
(="=)
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [2:05 AM]
Saturday, March 10, 2007
I am JUST TIRED.I am so tired and sick of all these.
Just don't feel like moving, keep feeling very sleepy. No matter how much I sleep I am still feeling very very very very very very tired. I don't feel like moving out of the house at all. *Imagine the past few off days I sleep for almost 10hours each yet I am still goggy.-Sigh-* Think will ask Dr Abel the next time I see him in April.
6 more days to end all these irritating issues, hopefully I can just dump all these behind me in 6-days time.
Kai-ma SMS-ed me the other day, I wrote her a LONG email to tell her everything, all my frustrations and stuff, it's really a suffer having so much things to deal with, sometimes I don't know what I am doing at work also. (-_-)
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [4:23 PM]
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
After the IncidentI feel so unfilial.
I made both my parents and my brother worried when I called them the other day at work and was crying.
I have talked to Ms Leong, the ADN about the issue this morning, and surprisingly, she did not scold me, not even a single harsh word from her, all she did is console me, telling me that making mistakes is not the main issue, the main issue is that I must learn from my mistakes and work on to improve it.
Seriously, that really touches my heart, being an ADN who is like so high in power and authority, she really don't have to do all these. And I feel that I have done her wrong which made me feel worse; Su was counselling me too, she said I should forget the hard feelings but REMEMBER the lesson. I really appreciate that she let me take a break by working as a junior and ask me to stay away from a certain job scope for a moment, just to calm and get over the whole issue. You know sometimes that lil' period of "off" can really do a lot of help because I cannot concentrate on work this morning, I just keep on thinking and thinking about the incident.
Thank you Kian, for staying by my side, thank you for you lil' SMS jokes, I also appreciate what you did. And Yun Ling, who because I have to inform her I am putting my degree course on hold to think whether I should continue in this line, so she has been SMS-ing me to try to find out how am I.
Thank you Ah Ma, for saying that you would pray for me and see when is the time to "hit the lil' man' and will help me in doing so.
And most importantly, I am touched by my family, for what they have done these 2 days...
Thank you for the invisible ones for watching over me.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [2:44 AM]
Friday, March 02, 2007
Stupid PeopleStupid people choose to talk without using their brain and is trying to test your limits at all times.Post-post comment:Ok, Stupid people don't only choose to talk without going through their brain, but also ACT BEFORE THEY THINK!Oh yeah, how silly me, they probably have no brain, how to use their brain to think?Stupid Woman!
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