Monday, March 29, 2010
Speechless...I asked, "Are you feeling better?"
He replied, "I will be better if you give me a hug!"
I looked at him, pushed his wife to the front, turned and walked off.
-Sigh-
Life....
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:57 PM]
Thursday, March 25, 2010
IronicI don't mean to be mean.
Or rather, I don't mean to be sarcastic.
Yet...
Guess how much I wanna laugh when I hear that line spit out from your lips?
How ironic.
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:45 AM]
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Over-ReliantBet I have been relying on the mask at work... May be a lil' over-reliant on it.
How long has it been that I am wearing mask at work?
I think it's almost a year ever since the starting of H1N1. Well, at the beginning it was kinda suffocating, especially when I have to wear N95 when there is a patient back in the ICU days, and then the cross over the ward that I am in surgical mask is a must, there is hardly anytime that I can take off the mask except when I am getting off work.
From can't get used to it to discovering the benefit of wearing the mask.....
Somehow, for those who know me or rather, for those who bearly know me, they always think that I look very fierce when I don't smile; which the mask has actually solve this problem, with more than half of the face being covered, when my thoughts are wondering or when I am focusing when I am doing some dressings or so, I don't have the worry of looking "as though I don't like to work".
Lol.
The best part is, sometimes when you are eating or chewing something hardly anyone would notice it at all. *Naughty*
Since talking about work...
Kinda worry that I am going back to work tomorrow. Just got a mail explaining that bed situation has been really bad, some patients having to park at the A&E for days before getting a bed in the ward and it won't get any better as there are 2 wards closing down to make way to build a new building for the heart center. Now I am kinda worry that they are really serious about starting corridor beds in the ward. Just imagine all the oxygen and suction are built in wall and if anyone of the corridor patients collapsed...
OH GOD!
That is all that I can say. -Sigh-
Apparently TTSH has already started corridor beds and if this started in my place...
Think it would be kinda dead, I remember having to leave the beds at the corridor because the cleaners need to polish the room or something, there is hardly any space to move at all!
And now I know why Mr Khaw has to apologise for building the 2 new hospitals late.
Think this situation can only get worse over the next few months till the new hospitals start running.
I bet SGH can never close down their A&E the way like what TTSH ever did, as it is the largest institution in Singapore and no matter how hard it is, we would just have to take it in.
-Sigh-
只有既来之，则安之了。
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:36 AM]
Friday, March 19, 2010
愛不單行愛不單行
作詞：嚴雲農
作曲：張承濬
找不到人說心裡的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那個人
很多人都像我 一個人過生活
愛只有簡單筆畫 卻比想像複雜
恨安定愛變化 我愛過幾個人
也被愛過幾遍 卻還是沒能將幸福留下
愛是不可數的嗎 為何我還相信
它不是獨行俠 我在等一個人
在等我的永恆 告訴我愛不單行別害怕
用不完身邊泛濫的自由
開始怕孤單是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人為何在天黑以後
還是寧願回到 愛情那個枷鎖
愛只有簡單筆畫 卻比想像複雜
恨安定愛變化 我愛過幾個人
也被愛過幾遍 卻還是沒能將幸福留下
愛是不可數的嗎 為何我還相信
它不是獨行俠 我在等一個人
在等我的永恆 告訴我愛不單行別害怕
愛只有簡單筆畫 卻比想像複雜
恨安定愛變化 我愛過幾個人
也被愛過幾遍 卻還是沒能將幸福留下
愛是不可數的嗎 為何我還相信
它不是獨行俠 我在等一個人
在等我的永恆 告訴我愛不單行別害怕
我在等一個人 在等我的永恆
告訴我愛不單行相信她
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Heard this song one of the day when I got home from work and...
Love it.
=)
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [9:42 PM]
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Bad DayBad day at work
.
In fact it's not only today, yesterday as well
.
I was assigned to be the IV nurse as well as to assist one of the two team leaders with changes and stuff, it was alright initially and I even managed to help my 2 team leaders to start their medication round when they are both caught up with their patients.
Who knows last minute, they ask me to take over the second team
when I was just about to finish the medication round for the first team.
Now good, the team that I am supposed to take over the medicines has not be served and the best part is, I know nuts about the cases there because I was supposed to cover the IV medications for both teams so I did not listen to the full report during hand over as I was
running
between teams checking for the medicines timing for all the patients.
And, just right after I took over, I have 2 admissions straight away
.
I swear that this is a curse
... It's like no matter how impossible, it JUST happened
.
Getting really notorious within my colleagues for being a jinx, hiak hiak hiak
... Just like Fad Fad
.
Everything changes so last minute
, luckily I just have a hunch that whether is that thing gonna take place half a day later, I should still do it instead of passing it to the afternoon staff.
Still...
I screwed up with the last minute discharge.
Yet...
Positive thinking.
May be it's a blessing
still...
Take it this way,
Luckily, I took the initiative to call
the family.
Luckily, the relatives did not blame me for the communication breakdown
.
Luckily, my IV nurse/Assistant team leader today is a very experience and helpful staff
(Though she did grumble why I did not "shower properly"
, can't stand me always having patients who changed their mind from staying to discharging or from discharging to staying).
Thank Goodness for that.
Though work ended at almost 1730hrs, in the end the problem I screwed up was solved -Relief-.
Labels: Yoci at http://www.yoyocici.com
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [10:24 PM]
Monday, March 15, 2010
IrritatedIrritated.
Super irritated.
Was at work in the afternoon and there is this family who brought like 4 kids to come and visit one of the patients.
I can understand how one feel the need to visit their love ones when they are sick, I can also understand that it could be hard to find people to babysit their child...
But if you choose to bring the kid along, please LOOK AFTER THEM!
I was walking in and out of the room 4 times, and 4 times the kid was like playing "home run" right in front of my path, he was like a little frog, hopping to catch the toy car that he was pushing here and there.
Can I just be mean?
You know what as a matter of fact, I don't really care if I would have kicked him because honestly I won't be the one getting physically hurt nor feeling pain nor feeling heartache. May sound crude but it is the truth! I could feel sorry for kicking him by accident, but when the harm is done, does feeling of sorry help?
And not to mention that the kid was playing with our toilet call bell just prior to that, make us run in for nothing.
What's more, the sister of the kid, started pulling out gloves that we have put along the corridor for our use for those patients who needs to have contact precaution! When I stopped her she just ignore me totally! What kind of family teaching is that?
Oh man!
Why didn't the parents just take care of their kids?
-Sigh-
You know what, hospital is the filtiest place for a kid to be at. Just think, what sort of people would be in the hospital?
The ill and sick ones!
Bacteria and virus, pathogens and germs, illness and diseases, that is what a hospital is full of!
Bringing kids to the hospital?
Think about it again.
And to let them roll around on the floor?
Good luck!
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [12:16 AM]
.
.
when I was just about to finish the medication round for the first team.
running
between teams checking for the medicines timing for all the patients.
.
... It's like no matter how impossible, it JUST happened
.
Getting really notorious within my colleagues for being a jinx, hiak hiak hiak
... Just like Fad Fad
. 
, luckily I just have a hunch that whether is that thing gonna take place half a day later, I should still do it instead of passing it to the afternoon staff.
Positive thinking.
still...
the family.
.
(Though she did grumble why I did not "shower properly"
, can't stand me always having patients who changed their mind from staying to discharging or from discharging to staying).