No Reasons GivenI asked myself a lot of why this week.
I asked God why He doesn't love me.
I asked God why are things like this.
I asked God what had she done to deserve that.
I asked God where was He.
I asked God how long do I still have to go on like this.
Terrible Day 2It was a terrible two days.
It was an expensive lesson, but.....
To look on the bright side, I have understand myself a bit better again.
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I was glad that I bumped into you today after work.
Dreadful and tired, mood at rock bottom, God sent you to me.
Thank you.
Really.
I was better though not all well, but I was already better when I met up with Dear.
It wasn't a very long journey since we met, oh well, we met long ago but was never close until last year.
Sometimes, I think I couldn't agree more with Roary, some people are just God-sent to become a blessings to another person's life.
And I thank God for you, and for Dear. ^^
The news in HK has been flooded with teenagers and even primary schoolers committing suicides, with multiple "experts" coming up to speak about what you should do and what one should not say...
That pushed me into a lot of thinking.
Everyone said the best words to say is not to say anything but instead, being physically present.
She came to me.
Having went through what I have been going through.
I was at a loss for words.
Then.....
I thought of those.
And I said to her to prioritise what is important, think of what she can do and what can she not do...
My world was falling apart, with things going on out there that I am unable to control, the weapon inside the trap is so strong, I was practically living on my own.
You texted.
As helpless as I was...
"I want to see you. I need to see you."
You came.
It wasn't a long conversation, less than 30 minutes, but...
I love flowers.
I love pink.
I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl. And a beautiful one too.
The DIVA ♥
M A R I A ( N A D I A H )
M A R I A M ( F I O N E )
The GAMBLER Sagittarius.
AND
The PERFECTIONIST Virgo.
Seemingly impossible. BUT THEY WERE THE BEST FRIENDS.
Met in a Summer in 2002.
♥ LOVES CATS ♥.
Enjoys having Pizza together.
Go Wild in a KTV.
And will LOVE each other till time ends.
WISHLIST ♥
F O R M A R I A. A DEGREE.
F O R M A R I A M. Machu Picchu.
HER AUDIENCES ♥
They applauded her and gave her a standing ovation.
