Saturday, July 28, 2007
SilinMet up with Silin before my night shift last night for dinner.
At first she SMS-ed me on Thursday, when I was telling her that I am doing double shift while she is telling me how much the destruction the tornado brought about while passing her table. LOL. Anyway she said she need to work overtime on Friday as it is end of the month *I didn't know Pharmacist also have this kind of 'end of month thingy, I thought it is more like an admin, accountant or HR thingy* Dah, don't know what she is busy with anyway.
At first she actually asked me what time is my dinner break for night shift, I didn't know what's the purpose but well being a lil' mischevious as usual, I told her 3am or as and when I settle during the night. Guess she probably will be like "duh" when she saw the reply. Hee... Then she told me she was thinking of meeting me for dinner since she need to work overtime. At first I thought of eating out while she thought of staying in the company to eat and my first reaction was "Ain't you sick of hospital food?"
Since Jocelyn asked me to cook spaghatti again, I asked her whether she mind if I cook for her as well, at least something different, but I told her this is "at own risk".
Heh heh...
Silin, Silin, Silin quickly tell them, especially Kian and Jie how's the food.
Super duper nice right?????
Heh heh...
In fact you all should worry more when Silin cook ma... why? Because she has a whole cupboard of medicine for you, for all you know she may accidentally add some oral fleet as vinegar and took it as flavouring or she might boil some KCl as soup, serve you some Vitamin Cocktail as limenade le. Haha. Kidding, kidding... Silin would probably scratch me with her paws if she ever see this post.
-Meow meow meow-
LOL.
And I saw the note we left for her the last round at the chalk board at her table, I thought she was just kidding when she told us that she pinned it up.
So cute hor? Hee...
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.beaNie 豆豆 again at [8:57 AM]
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Eye AppointmentWent to see the eye doctor yesterday with Silin's company and finally made the doctor explained everything to me. Poor Silin, wait till she is falling half asleep with her lil' running nose. But really enjoyed her company!
Sidetrack a little, I don't know why everyone exclaim when they see my driving licence, according to them, it does not look like me. =( But it was not even a make over photo!
Anyway the doctor said, to solve the problem of the lid retraction, the best way is for surgery and it is a major operation. They will cut form the outer corner of the eye then take out the facial bone and then to take out the fats behind the eye sockets and then push the eye back. My concern is, I am very very very prone to keloids and asking me to go for a surgery is like disfiguring myself.
And when I ask that the doctor just brushed me off with "You have keloids because the edge of the wound is not good, the doctor did not do a good job." But in the end, she herself can't make a guarantee that there won't be any scar after that.
The other option is to stitch 3 stitches below the eye to pull the lower lid down so the lower lash won't rub against the cornea. And she said that with that I will still get keloids.
Then?
I really can't take it, neither of the options is good. And they told me even if I were to go for radioactive iodine and destroy my thyroid my condition can get worse *Feels like they are threatening and cursing me*, I just feel that she wanted to force me into surgery.
Yes, it's very easy to say "I would think that the benefits is more, your eyes won't look so bulging and there is actually beautifying purposes." But tell me, what 'beautifying' you are referring to when you have 2 big scar on both sides of your eyes? When you can't even said it clearly that I won't have scar and you are talking about cutting me up? How to convince me?
I am actually pretty unhappy with this doctor even though she is the head of the clinic, she don't have a heart to at least put herself in my shoes or try to be understanding or even take the time to explain the whole issue until I questioned her many times. I guess I can't have a choice, just unlucky to run into such people.
Put this aside.
Me, Kian, Silin and Dr Lee has been chatting online every night since like Wednesday? We are like 4 crazy people talking purely craps. Imagine in the middle of the chat suddenly we are like "argue" about something and the other 2 person just started all the crap about carrying chairs and sit and watch show, this Silin and Dr Lee even started asking for diet coke and popcorn. *Siao*
We are the Siao Gang who needs blue letter.
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Thursday, July 05, 2007
Happy Birthday EK~~~Happy __th Birthday to my Ho Ho Ho!!! *Such a wonderful friend I am not to publish your age.. =P*
Ee Kian~~~~~
Hee...
This is what me and Jocelyn and Meimei bought for her...
De-Stress Pooh Bear! Looks like her, by looking at it it make your heart smile.
And the best part is you have to see EK shake head together with this Bear.
And as usual, I made something for her on top of what we bought for her. You know me la, I like to make things for people I love. 
This is the handphone accessories that we bought for her, the ball will spin when phone rings.
The card I bought in like April or May?
And I won't forget to give myself an excuse to buy something for myself...
LOOK! 
Ah Chip and Ah Dale!
Ah Chip, Ah Dale with my baby, Blu Blu
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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
November, My Nightmare.November has alwasy been a very bad month for me, well, at least for the past few years.
I was admitted in the hospital on 22 November 2004, that day I was supposed to fly to Cambodia for some expedition project. Should I feel lucky I decided not to fly at the very last minute when I was about to leave my house for airport? Still remember I actually fall sick 2 nights prior to that day and was sleeping the whole day on the 21st, shivering in blanket. On the 22nd morning my Mom came with a worried look asking me not to go. =P
November 2005, think on the 20th, I was diagnose with Graves' and I am still on the path of fighting the disease. Well, my follow up is in August, should any procedure need to be done, it should take place in my birthday period. So...
Can I have an advance birthday wish?
Hmm...
I was working with Mala that day, and she said that I have a very stern face when I don't smile, but when I do, she said the dimple look very nice.
The first response to her first line was, "I can't do anything, my face is born like that."
Well, actually when I first started working with them I don't know what I should do, a lil' silly to be as crazy as I always do. You know, some people they don't like "strangers" to be crazy, right?
Haiz.
Smile, because it will bring sunshine.
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Monday, July 02, 2007
Ouch, My Back!My back is getting worse.
Got a lecture from Esther, the physiotherapist in my company, said I should not have gone to see a 跌打, she said she have told me but... I think 我抓錯重點了… She advice me not to go anymore and I told her "yeah, I won't go again la." =P
Oh yeah, by the way, I didn't explain anything hor.
I had a fall 2 weeks ago at work, on the very first day of my work after I come back from my holidays. Bad omen huh? Because meanwhile a lot of things happened and I just feel a lil' upset over it.
Anyway, she help me to some "painless mini exercises" today and have to see how again.
-Sigh-
I am just 黑仔...
I can almost see it coming, things is not getting too good, I think it is coming back, but I will wait for the verdict in end August.
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