Life has not been as good as it seems, it is way busier, with a lot on my plate. It felt kinda like long ago in Pizza Hut when you can pay $1.90 for the salad bar, except that you can only do it once, only this time, things that are put in the bowl are not voluntary.
My classmate was panicking last night, and the negativity she sent was SO MUCH, that for a while it almost... Almost swept me away as well.
Then I remembered when things were bad, one of my consultant took a step back, and thinking out loud that... "What is the worst case scenario?" And it helps her to gather her thoughts and set her priorities right.
I tried.
So I told the person the same in the end, and finally managed to stop her to continue to emit the negativity and focus on doing what is needed to be done first instead of wasting the time and energy to throw the negative power out.
For I myself also on the tip, if she pushed further I will topple with her.
Phew.
Now.
I just need to continue to focus.
What would be the worst?
If money can solve the problem, the problem will not be the problem anymore.
Only problem is, there is no money.
Oh well.
I need a lead wall soon.
