Not that I have not reflect on myself honestly.
I asked myself, did I ever expect anything in return for believing in You?
Was I wrong in seeing what following You should be?
Is my faith too minute and weak for You?
Then I realized...
I did not expect anything from You except for the peace that You have promised.
I did not expect anything from You except for the Love that You claimed to have.
She told me you wouldn't trial anyone.
She said those were sent by the devil.
Then I ask You, where were You when I was left to deal with those things that the devil thrown to my face?
Where were You when the lies surfaced, when promises ain't kept, when people are out to cheat, when....
I faced that threat.
Things might have been worse?
May be.
You have done Your part to shield me from the stones threw at me but accidentally missed one?
But the damage is bad enough.
Relatively sure what hit was not just one stone but a series of rocks.
I am not expecting a bed of roses but...
At least, peace; not fear, not threat.
