Dipped to a new low a couple of months back. Horrible.
Lots of things happened since April, so much that I felt that my plate was just a rubbish dump.
He threw whatever that pleases Him to my plate, without considering how I felt.
And I came across something which I couldn't agree more.
"If one day I shall meet him in Heaven, I would catch him secretly laughing at those bad jokes he threw to people."
It is a joke.
Thanks for reinforcing to me not to trust anyone.
Thanks for showing me how people are just out to cheat each other.
You have successfully showed me the worst of the world.
Lies.
Cheating.
Over-promises.
Hatred.
People who are always thinking about something behind you.
You have broke how many things I once had?
If they are not worth keeping and that is how You think it would do me good to end it, sorry, it is a bad job done.
I know if I continue to follow, I will be left with nothing but resentment.
I let go before things got worse.
You have destroy my basic trust in people.
Great job.
I don't anymore.
It is wrong.
The more I follow, the more I find it wrong.
And You.
How dare you keep letting me chance upon things about keeping faith.
If this is the way You want to show me things, then too bad, it is not the way I will take and let it slide. Don't make me curse at You.
Anyway.
Coming to senses.
As there are people who don't bother, there are people who have been trying ways and means to hold on.
It is tough times that let one see who is always there.
And they, should then be the one I should focus on.
I can no longer give endlessly, thanks to You.
