But....
I guess there is a certain pattern there.
Okay, I am blabbing nonsense again.
I saw her pre-wed pictures, and sometimes I wonder did I see it correctly or not.
I remember of how she would complain about her man, commenting how childish he was, how immature he can be.
I don't know if I am right.
But for someone who can wash your the other half's dirty linen in public, those are the people that I should not place my trust in, somehow.
M used to do that, she commented a lot on people that she was closed to, like that "Monster" that she was closed with, and in the end she back-stabbed me that got me into trouble because of her own incompetence.
And even this one.
I used to dote on her, but... I can't agree with the way she commented on her dearest.
Then to say again...
Have I ever tell a gang of people how bad the people I love are?
Did I fall into the same trap, ever?
Sometimes.....
I know deep down I cannot trust S.
She is trying to hide her competitive but can tell.
Started from my diploma days my studying pattern is always share.
We study together, solve problem together, discuss together and grow together.
That was for me and Mac, and in advanced diploma, with Mong.
Me and Mac have always been busiest in examination period because people would text us to ask about their doubts in studies, and we were more than glad to help. I find it very fulfilling, somehow.
That was what carried me to advanced diploma when Rose and Chen Juan had problem, and I am glad Mong was around helping.
S would never.
I should be glad enough that she didn't hide her notes, she would always be telling me not to share what we have with the rest of the class, and keep things to the 8 of us the closer cliques.
I have yet to have the chance to tell her it shouldn't be that way, though I have tried once to say that I think we should be fair, we are together as a class and we should help each other, not to hide this and that.
Sigh.
There I go again.
I shouldn't be judgemental.
Need to keep in mind that.
