Sometimes, I guess we just get too busy with the little stuff in life that we lost ourselves.
Suddenly my mind become very clear tonight, I don't know why.
2015 had been bad, if I must say. I felt that I have lived till I totally lost myself, my senses and my thoughts, somehow just felt like something had clouded my thoughts.
I lost a few friendships in the midst of it, and I almost lost a very precious friendship.
ALMOST.
Thank God, for salvaging it ultimately.
I might be a little overly sensitive, but I just felt that someone else has been working in between us to pull us apart, for that familiar use of that words when we sat down to talk, but I do not want to jump into any conclusions. In between, there were a lot of things that I am aware, but I deliberately ignore it. Certain things I still think that if it doesn't change anything, is there any point in talking about it?
Anyway.
2016.
I wish I could do/abide by it, but I really want to try and learn, to see the goodness in every bad, to find 3 things to be truly thankful for every day (not the type of being thankful for being alive and be thankful to be able to take the next breath effortlessly kind -_-). It might sound silly but that is what I really want to do.
So... Here is today's.
I am thankful for having my a brave friend who listened to me about how I felt when our friendship hit the rock and almost shattered, that she didn't react negatively to what I have said because that puts me to build more courage to tell her things in future, be it good or bad things.
I am thankful, for that I have really had a great time in the past week in Hong Kong, despite of the rushy trip and I have lesser freedom to stroll and shop.
I am thankful, for my alarm clock failed on me today. Despite of feeling sad that I missed the service today, but I think He knows what I needed the most, when I don't take care of myself well.
Thank you. [=
