好想妳⋯
不經不覺間，二十年了。
妳已經離開了足足二十年了。
如果⋯如果妳還在，那會是一個怎麼樣的光景呢？
我們⋯還會常常見面嗎？
還會是那麼的親密嗎？
好想妳。
記得小時候我最喜歡跟在妳屁股後打轉，陪我玩，聽我講一些小孩子的東西，讓當時年幼的我靠在妳的腿上睡覺，下車時總不吵醒我，小心翼翼地把我交回給我的父母⋯
媽媽就每一次都叫我不要那麼黏著妳，說會很煩人。
而妳，從來沒說過一句抱怨。
現在，想黏也都再也沒有機會了⋯
A lot a lot A LOT of flashback keep coming as I was reading the epidemiology, causes and treatments. How did you cope with them back then? If you are here now, would you still pass on given that there are better drugs around?
Too bad, "if-s" always remains as "IF-s", there will never be any answer to that.
I miss you a lot, still.
