To see someone that you know, who was still up and about a month ago to land in this state.
Moments with her a month ago swirling in my mind while doing things for her. I just want to put in a bit of effort, no matter how minute, I wanted to do something for her.
But that also leads me to think, if I am in her position one day, who will be by my side, did what they do for her to me?
Emo.
Probably partially contributed by stress too.
A lot of thinking lately. I need to keep my mind going in order not to sink into any pothole.
My arm "fracture" gave me a lot of new perspective lately, while dealing with daily living, I am coping with the changes. It is hard but I hope I can get through.
God.
I need strength, wisdom and your guidance.
Amen.
