It wasn't an intentional finding.
My so called "Twin" unfriended me on the social media platform.
How should I put it...
Upset?
Not really.
Relief?
Not so too.
May be...
I see it coming.
Always find that we got so called "closed" too soon.
And...
It is just hard to describe that, may be I should just call it a "gut" feeling.
Mong ever commented, in the very initial stage of our friendship, that we got too close too soon, and she just felt...
Off?
Weird?
Not right?
Uh-huh.
Probably that word would be the most suitable one in my very limited vocabulary.
Uh-huh.
Probably that word would be the most suitable one in my very limited vocabulary.
I have never felt that with Mong and Fad, honestly.
But to her, the "Twin", I always felt that sense of insecurity, because I cannot feel her heart I should say?
Yes.
She is very jovial.
May be a little too jovial.
People of that sort I would always be wary of, for they can say all the good things in front of you but the moment they turned around you know they are speaking bad about you. I JUST HAD THAT GUT FEELING.
Relatively sure that she has been doing that with her "golden triangle" I know of their chat group and I roughly know what they have been talking about.
May be I am just too old school.
I guess...
「道不同不相為謀。」
I am not asking for identical, but at least the same ideation.
I don't like to gossip, that is the only thing that I can conclude.
As for...
Whether I am upset or hurt...
I would be lying if I say I am not affected.
However, if this is a chance for me...
I would say...
God.
Thank you for your guidance.
I know, it is a form of you protecting me.
Thank you.
And...
Amen.
And then again...
No matter what...
Thank you, for you have also once made me happy.
