For those who doesn't want to stay, it is okay.
If others are more important, by all means.
Long chat with Mabel and Bib today, felt much better.
I was, very upset and hurt.....
Cried so many nights and so many times...
People who didn't know what I have been through just jumped into conclusion and commented things as what they have seen on the surface, criticized me for what I have done without understanding why I choose to do it this way.
But...
It doesn't bother me, not anymore.
Once a woman can stand and get passed the hurdle without the usual support, she will never need that support again.
My beloved Suzaku's Spirit - She died. She revived. She become stronger than ever. She protects what she believed and loved.
「朱雀是守護南方的神鳥，它一次又一 次地浴火重生，就是為了讓自己更加強大，永遠守護著心愛的人們 ... 」
I know what is coming, no matter how unwilling I am, I have to face it.
Just hope that You don't abandoned me again.
Gear up myself, be strong.
