Dear's baby is having problem again.
Wished that I could do something but there is nothing I could do.
I can't even be there.
Things just don't seem to stop coming, wave after wave.
I am no doubt on holidays, but feel even more stressed.
For that assignment that needed to complete, that convenient "thank you".
I told myself, this is the last time, which is what pulled me to go on.
Somehow...
It is just a very strange feeling.
I am alright.
The time has come probably.
I don't know which is better, but to pray, for that I am lost as well.
It is just so not easy to get along with people, I find.
Tired may be?
I am always looking for better days to come, or...
May be I need to change my mentality, that no better days would come, so that AT this moment, is still better than next, then in that way, I might cope better.
A lot of self talking.
Keep seeking for strength.

