I am back to school.
Yupz.
Busy as it is.
And the more I proceed, the more I realized that how little that I know.
Sigh.
Stress it is.
Yet hopefully I can just proceed on, well enough to be able to live up to what I will be given.
Anyway.
I can never ever face you again the same way I used to be.
Sometimes, I really do regret helping people, pulling people out from the pit they were in, and always always in return, I would lose something precious.
And it is happening again.
Then was Eliza when Ah Xiu and Nad both saw what happened.
Wow.
Eliza, name from the history.
I seriously not sure if this would stop me from pulling people out from their pit low in future; well, probably. Some people made me feel that they are just not worth helping.
I just do not want to be hurt anymore.
「有些痛不能說，
只是疼痛的感覺依舊，
有些傷不想碰，
只是疤痕總會提醒傷痛。
不需要強迫自己去忘記，
但痛過就是種記憶，
記住傷痛背後要你學會的事情，
可以不讓別人知道，
但自己要試著痊癒。」
Came across this article about some specialist discovered the real tomb of Jesus, which sort of like want to conclude that Jesus didn't rise from dead, He was rescued as some rumoured and ultimately lived to old age and (still) died. And I read the comments on how people are busy rubbing salt or busy fending for their beliefs.
The one that I remembered glancing through was that one guy commented, "it doesn't matter whether He rose from dead or not so long as I know His love never dies." (Something like that)
He heard my confusion that Mong texted me, so after much thoughts I asked Mong if that matters, I mean, whether did He died and rose from death, if it is really of any importance.
Thought she won't mind these details but apparently, it is significant to her.
Well, I kind of agree with that Internet guy that, so long as I know He love me, and He is here when I asked for Him and needed Him the most, that is all that matters.
But she said that if someone make the sacrifices and coming to life again, it meant that the price paid has been accepted by God.
Hmm.....
There I think the discussion needs no further. Yet, I still think that whether He came alive again, whether if He did defeated death, it doesn't matter, there are bound to have things that people cannot overcome. No shame. Also won't make me feel that there was less love.
Don't know eh.
Anyway it was just a news article, read for leisure, need not be too serious unless there is concrete proof, right?
