Either overslept the whole day because of the anti histamine or I am just nervous.
Again going around in the house since 7pm last night, thinking of what to pack. A little worried, a little concerned, wonder if it is because this is a new place I am going to especially travelling with considerably strangers.
Well, how shall I put it?
May be I am just bad at handling new people, as in, I am not saying Cheryl is not nice, she is, practically everybody's friend.
But also, probably because you feel that you cannot reach the real her that is why it is a little uneasy.
Moreover this is like a 10 days trip, have I been away with friends that long? Oh well, HK excluded, that is still my hometown with familiar faces.
That was added on with the group I am going with.
Well, but everything has a start right?
Still, I think I could be a little more at ease and happier if it is the familiar faces that I have travelled with before, especially on a considerably long trip like this.
Is it me or is it when one gets older it is just more unsettling to meet new people?
I don't know.
And I noticed something about myself the other day, that if I am with a group of unfamiliar people, I would prefer to sit at one corner to see how people interact, what are they doing, studying their body language.
Like how I did it in high school.
It is actually kind of interesting.
Yup, I caught something the other day when I met up with these 2 new people, still trying to validate whether what I know is true or not, I will continue to see if it is heading to what I am seeing/guessing. *Grinz*
And to sit and observed the world actually is very interesting, the moment when you quieten down and read, there is a lot of details that you can see.
=]
Sounded nerdy?
*Shrug*
Try one day to go out with bunch of new people and observe, then later find out if what you see is correct, you will get what I mean.
Haiz.
If only this is going to be the Peru/Bolivia trip which I have been really really R~E~A~L~L~Y LONGED for.
How long more have I got to wait?
