Certain things I thought it is just basic manners, but when it happened time and time again, I can't help but to wonder what was taught to me, was it wrong?
I had all along thought that if you go out with another person, it is the very basic thing to ask to be excused when you need to go to somewhere. To me, that is the basic respect you have because that means that you acknowledged that you came out with some human species and not alone.
I was left alone in the visitor centre when I came out from the restroom which I had clearly told one of them that I need the toilet. It was acknowledged.
You know how it feels to come out and not to find anyone? The thing is, you are not sure if you are to head in to search for them, or to wait there.
Is it THAT difficult to just drop a word? I really wonder. Just push open the door in the ladies and said "Babe we go in first later you catch up with us." Is that sentence so tough to say???
What upsets me even more is that when I finally found them at some corner of the park, one of them actually asked, "you finished applying your sunblock?"
That moment I really feel like slapping her across the face. What is that sarcasm all about? You think you are very cool? Very witty?
Besides how ill mannered you are I don't see anywhere you are more superior than I do.
Decided not to degrade myself to her level. I just told her that no, I wasn't doing the sunblock.
I really do not want to be so critical. Why should I even waste my time and breathe to explain to people like that. Moreover, may be in another way, I should thank God for letting me knowing such a person, certain behaviour to me it is just very 難頂, and I had not realised that previously. I have to watch myself to not to commit the same thing in the future.
There are more things that I saw in this trip. Things that I have had been taking for granted and how certain people has been tolerating me, which I should be more appreciative. And the reason why I feel that there should still be a distance in between and why we can only be a little more than colleague, not exactly friends.
Bottomline: I need to be more selective with travel partners here on, seriously. Now I am facing another bigger problem — the connection flights which we were supposed to have was not booked. And the thing is that we have everything else planned. Friends that I have to meet etc and stuff like that. *Frown* now I have to apologise for people who are trying to make time for me but I have to fail them on that.
