Sometimes it just hits me.
Does being a nurse give me privilege?
I think it does.
A glimpse of life and other people's life story.
Always feel very honoured, especially when I am actually given a chance to do something for others in their last lap of life to change for the better, when they are actually suffering.
Mong ever said that our job made us mature earlier, seeing how people struggle and learning what is more important in life.
I agree.
It helps you to realize and prioritise what is important, and how short life can be.
Adding to that is that chance to make a difference.
Many have wondered why is it Oncology, much have felt that Obstetric is a happier place.
To me, receiving life can be joyous, but giving something to people who needed it gave even more satisfaction.
A calling may be?
I do, however, also felt that it is exactly because WE KNOW what to expect, which is what make us having a clearer picture of what is going on, or rather, what to expect.
We, are not being pessimistic, I would rather call it being practical.
And...
Plan.
As much as I am worried and upset, it is hard to not agree with you.
We are not pessimistic.
Because we see what is coming.
We know.
And...
That has actually add to the pain when it hits.
=[
I pray for you dear.
Post note: I am, thankful that... Someone told me 「有我在。」 when I relate the incident. Thank you, honestly, you don't know how much that meant. We are, indeed the best buddy since childhood; and I am always thankful having you as someone closest in the family.
