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Thursday, February 26, 2015

Impression

I do wonder at times...
What is the impression that I gave to others?

Had a bad day at work the other day leaving me feeling so useless of myself.

Then again.
I was offered (like again?) another job scope today with a surprise phone call, to be out of what I am doing now...
Thanks but have to reject since I have plans made that is coming in about a month's time.

Yet I cannot help but to doubt...
Do I really worth that?
Can I live up to what they want/are looking for?
Am I like really what they see that the first thing they thought is that I am the best person to be approached to take up that role?
Not flaunting but really wonder.
Especially I felt that hard and cold dagger behind my back that day when Xin Hui ultimately have to sort of like pep talk me.

Don't know why I just feel very tired.
May be I just need a break.

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