How I wished I could just throw it and said I washed my hands off this hereon.
H-O-W I W-I-S-H!
I just don't see the meaning to carry on anymore.
Why?
Why must things turned out to be so ugly?
Then again...
WHY SHOULD I BE EVEN BOTHERED BY THIS?
「你只看到光滑美麗的外殼,但這殼有細小的裂縫,隱藏於底下的,是腐爛與死亡的味道…」—《Cracks in The Shell》
I see the cracks.
I am having a headache.
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Feeling better after a night's sleep.
Thank Grace.
At least, through all these I have seen through them, how ugly things are.
Why are you taking it so seriously and so hard?
Why should I be upset in the first place?
I am letting it be.
Finished up.

