明天的自己
作詞：姚若龍
作曲：陳小霞
我願意抱你 聽你的掙扎委屈
雖然很想 但我不能幫你決定
因為只有自己下定決心
才沒有埋怨反悔的餘地
我相信你有該有的聰明勇氣
是心太軟 一時忘了放在哪裡
要換心情 最好換個環境
好聚好散是無言的珍惜
你希望明天的自己
像一道彩虹 還是剛淋過雨
你想完成的 那些憧憬
比抱著回憶流淚有趣有意義
你希望明天的自己
有微笑眼睛 還是半夢半醒
一直在原地 那兒也不去
也就永遠看不到 新的好風景
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Heard this the other day as I was out.
Don't know why somehow just reminded me of Twin.
Hmm...
I believe each and every one of us has our own set of problems, but...
I hardly see Twin showed it anywhere.
Always helpful.
Always friendly.
Hard to hear anyone said that they don't like her.
You know, some people just made you feel that they are fake because they can tell you they don't like this staff and the next moment you see them walking out like they were conjoined twins.
So far...
Twin won't.
Because she always takes care of people, I will always have some food packed for me whenever I am busy if she is on the same shift or the earlier or the next shift.
When I was turning around in the rooms running here and there, she will always be the one who came and asked "anything to help you or not?" and she will just take even if you tell her no need but she still seeing you turning around.
When she hear someone say something bad about another person, she would go "no lah, there is some credit somewhere also" and she can easily name a few.
No one individual is a Saint.
And of course including her.
If she really don't like the person, she won't approach to ask if help is needed, she will quietly busy with her own things.
Somehow...
I just feel very well taken care of when she is around, like a big sister but she didn't pushed things like... "I am big sister and so you must follow what I said, otherwise... DIIIEEEEEE!!!"
Nah.
Happy-go-lucky is her style.
For goodness sake sometimes I even forget that she is married with a 14 year old kid!
Having people like that around is like a booster.
And I...
ADMIRE HER for that.
(= " =)...
People like that around, just made you think of the good things that other people did for you, and you learnt to appreciate things even more.
Like...
How he sneaked out to get me a packet of mee goreng quite some time ago, even though after that we had a lot of disagreement.
Sometimes I think about that, and it just made my anger towards him lessen.
I still have that picture in my instagram, which I realized that I have almost forgotten about that kind gesture.
And this the other one who got me a can of coke in my busiest moment, just because I craved for it in day one and the next day he just got me one on my table when I can hardly tell where is my left and right when someone collapsed.
Small gestures.
But it did touched me.
Which is why when I was really fuming mad, I toned down a bit after that.
Being reminded of the anger and frustration was horrible, it is worse when I have to carry them around.
When I started browsing through the pictures again...
I realized that...
It is a package.
There are nicer moments.
Why do I forget them instead of keeping them and be reminded, EVERY SINGLE TIME you made me angry/pissed/frustrated?
Suddenly...
I felt the strength coming in.
明天的自己...
What do I want to see myself as?
你希望明天的自己像一道彩虹還是剛淋過雨?I think it is a very good question to check myself daily.
你希望明天的自己有微笑眼睛還是半夢半醒?
一直在原地那兒也不去, 也就永遠看不到新的好風景...
Probably that was what made me said to her that...
At least there is still something that can be given, when she was grumbling in her depressed tone that there were way too much medication hanged.
And she smiled after that.
Probably that was what made me said to her that...
At least there is still something that can be given, when she was grumbling in her depressed tone that there were way too much medication hanged.
And she smiled after that.
