I don't know where I have read it from previously, but that says, 「人類都是回憶的製造機。」(Human beings are the machines that produce something called memories.)
Sometimes, I think it is good to have short term memories, at least you don't keep unhappy things for long.
Well, I have realized that my memory is getting poorer lately. Yet somehow I
am quite ok with it, errrmmm... Except sometimes I guess my friends cannot stand me.
Lol.
I am beginning to find that the RAM in my brain is running out. It works slower, and I begin to realize that I don't remember unhappy stuff in detail, only the main theme and outcome. Like what triggered that event? What are the things happening in between?
No idea.
Just like... How I remember you as.
You have taught me how to give unconditionally, how to care for others, how to take care of people around you with what best that you have... You used to tell me that you like me for having a big heart, what you were not aware of, was that big heart that you were talking about, was actually found by you.
Despite of the end of what we are today is not something that we expected or something that we used to picture of having, which I really cannot recall how did we get there; but I must say...
Thank you.
For pulling me out of that pit hole; showing me how powerful giving can be.
That part of you, I am very clear, is still here with me, had become a part of me, just that it is my turn to give to others like how you used to give to me. =) That was the part that was groomed by you.
I think it is good, because I am keeping the happy moments in greater details than those that are not.
=]
Keep going babe!
Fighting!!!!
