Blogged this before so I am not going to post the video, but it is one song that was looping in my mind the whole of yesterday as I was wandering around.
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矛盾
作詞：姚若龍
作曲：鄭楠
編曲：韓立康
製作人：王治平，郭文宗
希望被疼惜 又不屑被放口袋裡
願意去相信 又將真心關得好緊
想改造自己想粉碎孤寂
卻搞亂自己卻打破愛情
太多的反省 壓力像鬼如影隨形
最初的幸運 最終會不會是囚禁
想膜拜心靈想特立獨行
卻服從規矩卻沉沒人群
多矛盾
同樣一個懷抱水火都沸騰
快樂凝望不快樂 妥協共生
同樣一個腦袋對立的靈魂
勇敢挑釁不勇敢 激烈辯論
但願夠默契 就能抵擋耳語來襲
但是再親密 人隔著心就有距離
想兩全其美就不得安寧
習慣不強求又挑戰宿命
多矛盾
同樣一個懷抱水火都沸騰
快樂凝望不快樂 妥協共生
同樣一個腦袋對立的靈魂
勇敢挑釁不勇敢 激烈辯論
同樣一個懷抱水火都沸騰
快樂凝望不快樂 妥協共生
同樣一個腦袋對立的靈魂
勇敢挑釁不勇敢 激烈辯論
反抗矛盾 反而矛盾
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As much as I do not want to believe, I think it has relapsed.
I cannot control the tremors.
Just like before.
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Sometimes...
I really don't like how the whole system work, but I have to live with it.
It happened when other people from another company came and "confirm" with me on something that is related to me.
But I never tell them.
...
...
...
What are you trying to proof?
Or rather...
I should be thankful.
That I know that someone has been talking about me?
I always always bear in mind...
What Xiaoting shared during assembly on one of the days in my JC days....
Our tongue is actually one of the strongest weapon, hold it well because it can do great harm if you had used it loosely.
Can't agree more.
The next I should...
Shut my ears?
Speaking of Xiaoting... I missed her. Wonder how she is doing but there is no way I could find her despite of me trying different ways and means.
Maybe...
Whatever that is kept in memories are always the best because we beautify it on our own? Better done than any apps on Planet Earth.
Hope she has been and is doing very well.
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Call me petty or calculative what-so-ever.
But I think it is just WRONG to gain glory at the expense of others sacrificing for you, that is just plain selfish.
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Call me petty or calculative what-so-ever.
But I think it is just WRONG to gain glory at the expense of others sacrificing for you, that is just plain selfish.
