I walked into the ward with one collapsed case that was resuscitating this morning...
We didn't managed to save the case.
One of my colleagues was very stressed over this, probably one thing is that this patient was with us for quite some time and is kinda close to some of us as she was really a very nice lady.
My colleague wondered how did I managed to cope back then when I was having my days whereby I have 5 resuscitation in 3 months and packed about 8 cases at the same time.
Well...
When time comes, you have to swallow it down I could only say.
Yup, they called me a jinx, knowing that so long as I worked, something will happen, good also turned bad.
As a matter of fact, I did, worked till to one point that I actually broke down because there were simply too much for me to take.
But...
LIFE HAS TO GO ON.
Everyone, from birth, is walking towards death.
Just a matter of when.
So long as, we helped, we know that we have put in our utmost effort...
對得起天地良心...
心安•理得。
