I think sometimes it is just the way that people are expressing themselves and how other people are perceiving it.
When different people have different perception, misunderstanding would arise.
Like some people, every moment they talk are as if they are going to fight, but are they? It could be a way of expressing themselves.
I don't know.
I always laugh when accidents happened on me, like that day I banged my head to the hand towel machine, I laugh until I cannot stop, for me being clumpsy. Like that day when I sprain my ankle, I laughed too because things seemed so IMPOSSIBLE happened!
Like now when I am sick and coughing, I can still cheer and said "yeaaaahhhh!!!!!", but it doesn't mean that I am really cheering it, the hidden message is "cham liaoz" and I really mean "shaks, what am I going to do?"
Instead of expressing panic and fear about it, I choose to jest about it because expressing fear and worried about it won't help in any way in this situation.
I bet I probably am one of those "sadist" may be? Some may find me cruel to laugh at the misfortune (my own one of course), yet if life has to go on in whatever way it is, then I rather be one, at least I am happy in some way and some sense?
I know I shouldn't be bothered by what other people commented, because this book that I have read recently said something like no matter what you do, half the people would critisize what you have done and put you down.
So don't bother.
I just wish I have more wisdom in handling this.
My head is spinning, and...
I wanna laugh still...
LOL.
