Got a call yesterday when I was outside informing me that the suspension of inter-hospital movement of staff has been lifted and they are trying to haste up everything so that I could report to work next Monday.
Though already mentally prepared, still feeling kinda lost and I guess this is all the same, I am a lil' skeptical about my request for transfer now.
Talked to Silin about this last night and she said she can understand how I feel, I bet she was having the same feeling when she transferred from inpatient pharmacy to the oncology pharmacy last time.
All those lil' questions would start surfacing...
"Did I make a correct choice?"
"Is this a good move?"
I do wonder.
But I know, if I want to specialize in what I wanted to do all along, this is one of the better way to do it.
And I just hope that I can do it.
And also, pray hard that they don't put me in the clinic?
Don't know why, I think for now at this moment, I still prefer to work in the wards, despite of people telling me about clinic is good, office hours and staff, I just somehow prefer to have shift work.
May be I am the type that cannot take mandantory work.
That is why I choose this line, I hated office work 9-5, sit in the chair facing the computer.
Lol.
It is also good that now I do not have any commitment or a family to take care, so shift work still sounds more appealing to me. =p
Anyway, the news came so sudden and if they can really make everything done by the end of this week then...
Today, tonight, would be my last night, my last day working in my current hospital, since they still owe me a day off and a public holiday off.
Scary huh?
Came without warning.
