The route to an end is a new beginning.
I realized that I didn't wanna talk about it because I don't wanna see that look on their faces, the look that will keep reminding me that the end is near. And I only realized this real reason why I don't want to talk about it when I saw Jen's face last night after she discovered that my name is no longer in the new roster.
This feelings add on when Kian was waving goodbye to me this morning when I get off work, and when Shuang Shuang was hugging me tightly and cried when we were walking towards the lift lobby.
I had such a hard time to hold myself back by keep on telling myself that I am a grown up now and I have to face this like an adult...
It is certainly painful, but I am trying to move on with pride, I am trying to face everything that is coming in my life with a smile.
I can.
I have to.
My chapter of Ward 72 ends here.
And the new chapter of the intensive care unit is beginning.
"I pray that I am strong enough, to walk this path I have chosen with a laugh."
I realized that I didn't wanna talk about it because I don't wanna see that look on their faces, the look that will keep reminding me that the end is near. And I only realized this real reason why I don't want to talk about it when I saw Jen's face last night after she discovered that my name is no longer in the new roster.
This feelings add on when Kian was waving goodbye to me this morning when I get off work, and when Shuang Shuang was hugging me tightly and cried when we were walking towards the lift lobby.
I had such a hard time to hold myself back by keep on telling myself that I am a grown up now and I have to face this like an adult...
It is certainly painful, but I am trying to move on with pride, I am trying to face everything that is coming in my life with a smile.
I can.
I have to.
My chapter of Ward 72 ends here.
And the new chapter of the intensive care unit is beginning.
"I pray that I am strong enough, to walk this path I have chosen with a laugh."
