Tired.
Felt so crippled to work in a ward half filled with obstectric clients, especially when we are not trained in this area and we have to source for help elsewhere.
Somehow or rather, I have never ever enjoyed mid-wifery, from delivery till baby care.
Yet now to facilitate work, we have to be trained in this area.
Sometimes I really felt sorry for the clients as they have to wait for us to source for help.
Like last night when we have an episode of machine beeping and we called for help, the answer was to read the manual and both me and Mei was flipping the manual next to the client, it's kinda embarassing to do so and I think that it would destroy the trust between us and the client. Imagine seeing someone who is supposed to care for me flipping the manual for instructions when the machine sounded. I would start to worry about my own health! Not to mention that there is another life inside waiting to come out after 40 long weeks.
-Sigh-
I guess we really have to pick up fast man!
Good luck to us!
