Went to see the eye doctor yesterday with Silin's company and finally made the doctor explained everything to me. Poor Silin, wait till she is falling half asleep with her lil' running nose. But really enjoyed her company!
Sidetrack a little, I don't know why everyone exclaim when they see my driving licence, according to them, it does not look like me. =( But it was not even a make over photo!
Anyway the doctor said, to solve the problem of the lid retraction, the best way is for surgery and it is a major operation. They will cut form the outer corner of the eye then take out the facial bone and then to take out the fats behind the eye sockets and then push the eye back. My concern is, I am very very very prone to keloids and asking me to go for a surgery is like disfiguring myself.
And when I ask that the doctor just brushed me off with "You have keloids because the edge of the wound is not good, the doctor did not do a good job." But in the end, she herself can't make a guarantee that there won't be any scar after that.
The other option is to stitch 3 stitches below the eye to pull the lower lid down so the lower lash won't rub against the cornea. And she said that with that I will still get keloids.
Then?
I really can't take it, neither of the options is good. And they told me even if I were to go for radioactive iodine and destroy my thyroid my condition can get worse *Feels like they are threatening and cursing me*, I just feel that she wanted to force me into surgery.
Yes, it's very easy to say "I would think that the benefits is more, your eyes won't look so bulging and there is actually beautifying purposes." But tell me, what 'beautifying' you are referring to when you have 2 big scar on both sides of your eyes? When you can't even said it clearly that I won't have scar and you are talking about cutting me up? How to convince me?
I am actually pretty unhappy with this doctor even though she is the head of the clinic, she don't have a heart to at least put herself in my shoes or try to be understanding or even take the time to explain the whole issue until I questioned her many times. I guess I can't have a choice, just unlucky to run into such people.
Put this aside.
Me, Kian, Silin and Dr Lee has been chatting online every night since like Wednesday? We are like 4 crazy people talking purely craps. Imagine in the middle of the chat suddenly we are like "argue" about something and the other 2 person just started all the crap about carrying chairs and sit and watch show, this Silin and Dr Lee even started asking for diet coke and popcorn. *Siao*
We are the Siao Gang who needs blue letter.
