Was in really terrible mood on Thursday, and I was practically 在鬧自閉.
Felt so sorry to EK, she thought that I was angry with her. (For what?)
Got an SMS after work from Silin that day itself asking me what's wrong. According to her, she said the ward was "scar-ily quiet" and my face like "black black".
How many times?
My face is born like that, when I don't smile I don't talk I look as if I am angry.
Not the first time, which is why usually when I am ok I would choose to be like a lil' hyper, in short, a bit crazy la.
But that day was really feeling lousy and I just don't feel like talking.
Jen came to ask me, "I wanna ask you something, very personal, but you don't get angry, I don't mean anything..."
I was like, "ya?"
"Are you angry with EK?"
I look at her with question marks in my eyes.
"You don't talk to her now she is very sad le. She thought you are angry with her, two of you quarelled?"
"No." In my heart I was like thinking, could EK ever quarelled with anyone?
"Whatever it is just don't let your work affect your friendship."
Haiz.
Was not angry, more like pre-occupied with my thoughts that I just don't feel like talking.
Anyway it's good that Silin asked you see, in a way, it would be easier to explain to her. I was asking her does she mean that I am very noisy, she denied la, just said that the ward was too quiet and it is very scary.
Ok lor.
Anyway thanks for asking and thanks for SMS-ing me to keep me company when I ran into the 2 weird man.
Felt so sorry to EK, she thought that I was angry with her. (For what?)
Got an SMS after work from Silin that day itself asking me what's wrong. According to her, she said the ward was "scar-ily quiet" and my face like "black black".
How many times?
My face is born like that, when I don't smile I don't talk I look as if I am angry.
Not the first time, which is why usually when I am ok I would choose to be like a lil' hyper, in short, a bit crazy la.
But that day was really feeling lousy and I just don't feel like talking.
Jen came to ask me, "I wanna ask you something, very personal, but you don't get angry, I don't mean anything..."
I was like, "ya?"
"Are you angry with EK?"
I look at her with question marks in my eyes.
"You don't talk to her now she is very sad le. She thought you are angry with her, two of you quarelled?"
"No." In my heart I was like thinking, could EK ever quarelled with anyone?
"Whatever it is just don't let your work affect your friendship."
Haiz.
Was not angry, more like pre-occupied with my thoughts that I just don't feel like talking.
Anyway it's good that Silin asked you see, in a way, it would be easier to explain to her. I was asking her does she mean that I am very noisy, she denied la, just said that the ward was too quiet and it is very scary.
Ok lor.
Anyway thanks for asking and thanks for SMS-ing me to keep me company when I ran into the 2 weird man.
I was walking towards the bus stop after walking EK to the MRT, and that bus stop usually have a lot of people unlike the one that is just outside my company, and as I was walking towards the seat at the bus-stop, I sorta like see these 2 guys who was sorta like looking at me. I choose to ignore them and I just sat next to them on the empty part of the bench, with the earphone plugged in trying to drown myself in music to pick myself up. Suddenly this man next to me asked me which bus I am taking.
I know I could absorb what he was trying to say if I really digest his words as he was speaking with the "china accent mandarin", but I was too tired and not in the mood to talk, so slowly I pulled out one side of the earphones and with a lazy and slow tone I just go, "H-U-U-U-H?"
In the end, he repeated the question four times before I finally decipher as "which bus I am taking" as well as "am I taking bus service xxx ".
Not in the mood, I threw back the question, "why do you want to know?"
He, did not give up, repeat the question, "are you taking XXX?"
Me, with a unfriendly but control tone (because I was in uniform), answered, "What's your problem?"
He, " You are taking XXX?"
Me, on the verge of throwing my temper, "NO! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?!"
He, still don't know how to spell the word 'dead', "what bus are you taking?"
Me, trying to be sarcastic, "Taking something that will send me home. Do you have any problem with that?"
He, finally noticed my anger and unfriendliness, shut up.
I quickly SMS-ed Silin and EK, and both of them are checking if I am home constantly while I was asking them what to do.
Luckily their buses arrived soon after I SMS them and they left, if not for Silin and EK telling me to wait for their bus to go first I might just hopped on anyone that comes along the way.
EK said I should just walked away because what if they know black magic.
Silin was supposed to be in bed, just consistently SMS-ing me to make sure that I replied and I am home safe.
Thanks to my 2 lovely sweeties guardian angels.
=)
